I use to just lock myself away in the house. But recently I feel as if ppl can see through my living area. And now I lock myself in the bedroom at the end of the hall. I feel upset when others have to see me. I'm disgustinly ugly, and smell. Someone so ugly shouldn't have to be seen.

more often than not I think that life is too painful to go on... and there's absolutely no reason that I should be feeling this way. I start thinking that someone as ungrateful as myself doesn't deserve such a life, which makes me hate myself even more. I don't know if anyone has this same issue but its really beginning to take its toll on me and my outlook towards continuing on.

i have tried to understand.. what draws people to incest... i dont understand it and have immersed myself in that world... i had a brother who was molested.. and i try to understand the guy who did it.. i know that it is.. a sickness.. i think this guy needs to be chemically castrated.. im a pretty open minded person.. but what happend and the subsequent problems.. makes me utterly repulsed...

It seems it's been an eternity since we broke up and I still miss you. Today I found your sweater in my closet. As I was cleaning out my car yesterday I found a pair of your socks under the seat; I don't know what to do with them. Something in me wants to keep them just so I can have a part of you. This feels like it has been the longest three weeks of my life.

My girlfriend and I recently got back together; I do love her. During the time we were apart I was seeing this other girl and i do love her too. I really wish I could have them both and not have to sneak around between the two to do so. I'm not going to cheat on my gf, but I miss the other girl so much. Then there's this other girl at school. She sits behind me in two of my classes. She's beautiful and whenever we have to pair up in class she picks me. She hangs on my every word when I speak and always strokes my ego. I will not complicate my situation, but it is becoming increasingly difficult not to do so. I think I have a problem.

I feel so hurt. I lost the guy that I been waiting for years and jus like that i lost him. I cry everyday and ask myself what i did wrong. I give him everything, I was there through the rough times and when he needed me. I give him every part of me and he only give me half of him. It hurts to know that he didn't feel the same towards me that I did to him. I feel lost.

I'm going back to school today. When I'm done I'm leaving my family. My husband's a dud and totally focused on himself, my kids are rude and the freedom is so close I can taste it. It's all I think about now and I have to pull myself back to get grounded to get through the next two years.

I go to a business school. I love writing, psychology, and marketing. My major is accounting and finance that I chose for my parents as well as my desire to have a secure and well paying job when I leave college. Now I feel like I'll always be stuck in a job that will bore me and that I will never be good at. What happened to chasing my dreams?