I just recently lost my job and have started the search for another. My last job wasn't giving me enough hours and cheated me out of my money so finding another job (a better job) shouldn't be such a big deal. However, lately i've been coming across some unexplainable feelings. All of a sudden i'm scared to get another job. I have to pay my bills so it's really pretty much inevitable. I have to get a job if i want to survive. I'm scared because at every job i've had something bad has happened and ultimately left me without a job. 1st job: went out of business 2nd job: went out of business 3rd job: stripping (near drug overdose that was not caused by me) 4th: not enough money or pay (or even respect for that matter). ultimately i quit 5th: serious health problems that made me miss days. boss threatened to fire me so i quit b4 i got fired (it wouldn't look good on a resume) 6th: they were cheating me out of my money. i found out and was accused of theft.

I remain cautious of you. You came back to my door broken asking to be fixed. What happens this time when the work is done? Will you stick around? We've danced this dance before and each time we've parted I've felt a piece of myself die and each time you've come back I've felt a little more disghusted in you than the last. You've got a lot to overcome and by the time I'm done with you, you'll either be mine entirely or I won't see you again. I am going to walk you to that cliff and we'll all see if when you jump, will you fall again or this time, will you fly?

i watch porn becuase I dont have a bf...i get mega horny and dont know what else to do...im a christian and this bothers me a lot...hope I'm not the only 1

I am in love with my best friend. He's married, but I secretly think I am prettier, funnier and a way better match for him than his wife. Thanks for listening.

When i was in highschool i used to cut myself occasionly; when the pressure of my life started to build up and i had no other relase. I've done it on occasion since highschool but just recently i lost my job. i got fired for something i didn't do. I just had surgery and i have bills to pay. I go to school and i have a pet to take care of. So here i am without a job. I also don't have a car. I walk everywhere and ride the bus to school. I guess my confession is that, i'm scared and i don't know what to do. And not knowing what to do has made me think about cutting again. I've been looking for jobs around my area so i don't have to walk so far but NO ONE is hiring. The pressure to pay all of my bills and provide for both myself and my pet has left me feeling hopeless; like there's nothing else to do but cut myself.

i think my dad touches me in ways that aren't normal. as i get older, it grows from thinking to knowing but it disgusts me of myself so i'll turn the blind eye

I really don't want to go in to work 2morrow. Not b/c i don't like my job b/c I LOVE it! It's the jackass boss that i can't stand-he has to pick about everybody and what they don't do-but what about him?he never comes out of the office unless it's to shovel food into his face,he doesn't give out schedules the way he is supposed to,he doesn't read the log entries like he tells us to do-thus leaving him to look like a complete and uttter jackass when tell him_it's in the log,and he argues that it's not and then on of us shows him WHERE it is and he stands there w/ that stupid look on his face(which is pricelss by the way!)I am not sure what the problem is??He will tell us "I hate my job..)i said one day to myselfNO the job hates YOU!He is like a fat tick just sucking up air and taking up space and the BIg boss knows it. Why he won't fire this schmuck I don't know-hell give me the sword I will GLADLY slay that snake!~you know what they say about snakes,cut the head off the body must die!

I've met a wonderful guy but i just got out of an abusive relationship with another man. it hasn't been that long for me since i ended things. The new guy in my life has been very patient with me thus far. He took leave from the navy to take care of me while i was recovering from surgery. He makes me breakfast in bed. He always tells me i'm beautiful. He takes me to work and my classes as well. And while i'm deeply appreciative of everything he's done for me i just can't get my ex off of my mind. I don't exactly think of him24/7 but there are a lot of things that remind me of him. Most days i'm extremely depressed because i don't understand how i could still have feelings for a man who ruined me. A man who abused me, made me feel worthless, hopeless, scared, and lonely. I can't get him out of my head.