I am starting to think about killing myself again. I was doing soo well for the longest time, i even made a friend for the first time since i left high school. This weekend has just dragged me so far back down into the darkness that i never wanted to go back to. Even the thoughts of my "bf" is not able to cheer me up at the moment. I look into the mirror and I hate who I see. I want to be some one that can be proud of who they are, not hate and regret. I want to have a normal life, to be able to go into any tore and buy a piece of clothing i like... but i am just too ashamed and embarrassed to even walk out the damn door. What is the point in living a life where no one will hire you because you are too big. I am in so many catch 22's that there is no hope for me. I need help, but nothing ever seems to work. Maybe it really is time to take that jump off of the bridge...

I need help, im with a guy and we been together for 3months but knew each other for 3 years. okay he has left for skool far away from me and i don't get a call from him every day its sometimes 4 times a week and i love him but i don't know what to do. i told him how i felt but he says that he has school and he can't call me like i want him too. what should i do ladys

I dont know what to do with my life... Im studying Computer Science but thats not really what I want to work with.. The problem is that I dont know what else to do.. so I keep on going to classes I dont wanna be a frustrated worker just bc I cant decide what to do

I've stolen other guys' underwear from the laundry room in my dorm before... And I did it again this morning.

All I want is just for some guy... I don't really care who as long as they're moderately attractive, to just hold me and kiss me so that way I know that the butterflies in my stomach are still alive

I need opinions. So, my boyfriend of 11 months is getting leave at the end of August. He tells me he has a surprise for me when he comes in and when I asked what it was, of course he wouldn't tell me; it being a "surprise" and all. But he said it's, "Worth the wait." I tend to get my hopes up alot and he knows this, so I told him that if it's NOT an engagement ring to tell me now. He says, "If I told you that it wouldn't be a surprise, now would it?" All of my friends, and myself, think it's a ring because we can't think of any other possibilities nor anything big enough for him to call it a surprise, and he knows I look forward to the day he asks me to marry him. I guess this isn't too informative, but opinions would be appreciated.

My father is out of control, I think he could even kill, I am really worried, because I feel my family is no longer safe. He hates my mother, now his ex wife and he has told her he would kill her so many times, but she never called the police. My mother is a good person and I don`t want her to be killed, I just want him to leave us alone. My mother and her parents are my only family and I can`t even imagine losing them. My father told my brother so many lies about my mother, so the poor boy now hates her, he even beat her up a few years ago, that was the first time I saw her crying and wehave never told my grandpa about that. I am going back to college in 2 week, but I have a bad bad feeling about what might happen over here. He also hasn`t given me a single penny during the summer and he has to give me a certain amount of money while I am studying, if he doesn`t the court will make him. When I finish my studies I will no longer have any interes in his money or property.

I'm not really happy with this one girl... we know each other for a couple of months now, we are together, I like her very much and I think she likes me too. The problem is that I dont know if she really likes me, or just dont have other options or wahtever... cause she never takes initiative, never calls... I'm always the one who has to seek for her, to say "come over" or ask "Can I see you" or " lets go out" She wont even talk to me when she sees me at the gym, and when I come over her place we could be just talking for hours (with no touchin) if I dont approach and hug her or kiss her.. I know that men are suposed to do all those things and I really do, but i guess showing some interest from her part would be nice. I just feel that if I just be gone for a month she wouldnt even notice. Why does she do this?? I feel that she likes me but its getting hard to believe...