i want to be loved again. i want a compassionate, fun, honest, loving relationship. im scared ill never have one.

So I have finally admitted to myself that I am a girl who likes girls. This realization or acceptance would not be so horrible if I had not grown up in a family where homosexuality is a sin. Now I am face with many decisions that will strongly influence my life. I am now 19 and have to decide what is more important to me: my openness about being gay and happy or my family happiness. The decision may sound clear; go with what makes you happy, it shouldnt be that hard. But my family has already gotten my life planned out for me. I am to (at the very least) marry a strong, black, sucessful Christian man and start a family. My family wants the best for me and I know that they love me but I am about 99% sure that their views of me will change once the they figure out who I am. I am at a lost on what to do.

i have been fantasing about having sex w/ anyone but my fiancee'. i just don't feel it anymore! i see his true colors. why don't you just realize that i don't want to be w/ you. IN ANY WAY! i'm sorry but you just make me feel like hurling soemtimes.

My boyfriend is a great guy but then all he does is listen to his parents-all the fucking time..It's disgusting..every bloody situation,he listens to them.Neglects me for them..I feel so lonely. I really love him but I feel he's a COWARD and a NINCOMPOOP..

i think it is good to have a list of songs of how you can live after break-ups... u must keep it in handy in ur music collection

Not to long ago I wrote about a guy that I wasn't sure if I want. Well im with him now and im happy but there are somethings that I don't know what to do or trust. We are 1hour away from each other. He is in a university and im still at home waiting to start school. I don't know if I can trust him and don't know what to do. I want to be with him but it hurts when i don't hear from him.

i made up my mind, i don't want to give a revenge to my bf. people are rite, let it go. He kind of cheated. I know that and i still with him for almost two years, a breakup once tru out that relationship. Now i still know he with her. so, i figure out, if he still doesn't want to let me go, then i will find someone else now. The funny part is, how he could say he loves me every second, passionately, and still he can say those words to her. Sweet talker aren't he? I don't know why he still with me. Either the sex or love, i don't know. if i ask, he won't answer. I love him n i'm one of the people that still believes in true love.

i am the happiest person on earth. i have no problems. my life is awsome