when im with my girlfriend and peolpe are around i fell imbaressde but when were alone i love her i fell like my love for her is weak and hers is strong and i cant move forward eny more i think my times up.......

I am a married woman 36 and yesterday after 12 years of marriage I cheated. I am not sure if masturbating a man is as bad as intercourse. It all started on yahoo messenger, friendly talk lead to questions about sex. This guy 26 says he loved to be masturbated. I made a comment that that was no big deal that I didnt mind doing it. So one thing leasd to another and I said I would meet him. We met at a local mall, and sat in his truck and chatted. He said ok are you going to do what you said you would do? I was at a point where I just couldnt say no. I said ok and he unzipped and took his penis out. It was so hot to the touch and I could feel his heart pulsing . It didnt take more then 5 Minutes and he had an orgasum and was grunting. After it was over we chatted for a few minutes and I left. It is all I have been thinking about for two days. We chatted again this morning and I am going to meet him again. I just needed to tell someone and this is a good plce to do just that.

I don't know if we'll get through next year. Remember me, please. I love you.

i get really turned on about people seeing my gf naked so i posted pics of her on a website is this really bad

School finished yesterday, woot. Seemed like I was the only one not crying. I've wanted a break.. as it is I mostly push everyone away. I've still got to go in school for rest of my exams next month. I'm scared of failing and at the same time I don't think I deserve to succeed. Oh, the boyfriend'll promises to be here a few days next week. After that he's legally not allowed unless he calls the police and tells them, a condition of the stuff that happened with his ex.. no more than 7 nights somewhere without telling. I'm excited about it, even if everything isn't how I want it. Sometimes I forget why I'm even with him. He makes me believe I do need him though. Maybe I do, I tell him everything and it's possible the only reason I doubt wanting to be with him is that all my friends try to convince me my ex bf/best friend is perfect for me&loves me. Or im just too easily vulnerable for this crap. Oh well.

I cheated on my bf. Worse, I cheated with a married man. No, we didn't have intercourse nor did we have oral, but still. My bf and I have been together for less than 3 mos and have yet to be intimate (just kissing thus far). The married man I hooked up with is a colleague. --I'm sorry for committing adultery, sorry for compromising this man's marriage and family. I'm sorry for cheating on my bf and realize that things aren't meant to be. I'm sorry for what this is doing to both parties, and am sorry for any pain I have caused.

I confess that I fell for every empty word he said.. & when he pressed himself up against me, for a moment.. the briefest moment.. I cherished his touch. his scent. the way he chuckled as he tore me apart. the way he pinned me to the wall & denied my escape route. I confess that even after everything he's said & done to hurt me.. I'd do it all again. not because it's changed me & made me a stronger person.. but because the spell he cast on me was so hypnotic. so divine. why and when did I wake up from it? should I have continued playing his game & sacrificed myself for his pleasure?

i got a bf who got another gf. i'm the second, yeah, i'm the slutty one, hooray for me! but watever, i have confronted him to choose between me and his other gf. if i'm really bad, i could tear them off, i got the power, i could just call her and email her all the pictures me with my bf. but the truth is, i'm not that kind of person and i want everything to be cool. Either me or her, lets say if he picks her, i want that one day, if we meet on a road, we can still smile at each other. Now, i am fed up of this thing, i love him, i do and it has been two years i waited for him to choose but he just couldn't decide. now, i know i have to make a step. it's either being a dirty mistress by telling his gf by my own mouth or just use the traditional way,