My girlfriend is the most unromantic woman I've ever been with. In seven years she has never initiated anything romantically between us and I'm sick of it. She refuses to even think about sex. But sex isn't the thing...it's the attitude. I want to be seduced. I want to be wanted. I miss flirting with someone. She still lives with her parents and has only made one meal for me in seven years as well. I love her but the best years of my life are wasting away. I could have had a wife and family by now. I am thinking about leaving her. But I still love her......

Every night I cry myself to sleep because I have no future. I have no love life. I have no education. I have nothing. I'm so close to losing my mind, and the people who claim to be helping me through this do so by reminding me that I fail at every possible aspect of life. My self esteem and will power have hit an all time low, and the only options I have are to let my 'friends' tear me apart, or to leave everyone behind. But I know that isolating myself from other people will destroy me. It's a no win situation.

i've only ever been called beautiful three times in my life. once by my boyfriend, a year ago (he's never said it since) the second time by a 16 year old kid who was joking around with his friends and the third time by a man who nearly kidnapped me four years ago. i'd ive anything to have someone call me beautiful, and mean it.

Sometimes when I'm too tired to resist, I'll just let the depression come on in wave after wave. Everything seems more beautiful when you might be seeing it for the last time. I hate what I see in the mirror and who I've become. 20/20 hindsight is fine, but where do you turn when you're in a corner?

I have an amazing boyfriend of 3 yrs but i have recently found that i'm just not into him as he is in me. I try to say something all the time but when i look into his eyes i remember all the times i've looked and felt something. I don't have the heart to tell him that I do not want to be with him anymore and i'm afraid that any day now he is going to pop the question!I hate this so much! I almost want to stab a fork into his beautiful, soulful blue eyes so that I can't see them anymore!!!!!

My husband and i met at school and have been together for 30 years. We married young and always spoke of having kids but other things came up, mainly my husbands work or him saying it wasn;t the right time. My husband left me about 6 months ago and has moved in with another much younger woman who i heard is pregnant. I saw a doctor who told me that i've got almost a zero chance of conceiving and i think he's right. I don't have a partner and i'll soon be bilogically incapable. How is it fair that my husband who is the reason i never had children gets to be a father. I want to kill him and then take my own life.

I'm about to graduate university and start work full time at the company i worked at through university. It's a good job but i look at people in the company who started out of university and there are 30,40,50 years olds and all ages in between and i feel like this job is less a fantastic opurtunity more like a path to the grave. With all the milestones higlighted. i think i'm having an early midlife crisis.

My best friend is a thoughtless jerk and I hate him. But I can't leave the friendship, because I'm in love with him too.