I need this woman back. I feel like a stalker, but I need her. She is my main source of life, of hope, of everything. I wish I could explain without sounding like such a creep, but it's so complicated.

I do bad things when i am alone at the computer. And its hard for me to stop and im trying very hard not to

i cant stop lying even to myself

If you've read my earlier e-admit you'll understand this confession, if not you'll be lost. Consider yourself warned. So I couldn't keep my distance from this dude and finally saw him this morning. Strangely I didn't feel anything for him. He even admitted to me that not only did he love me, that deep down inside he was in love with me too. He also admitted that he didn't want to have closure, that he didn't want to stop loving me. That bitch ass stuff bugs. It feels good to cock tease him and leave him feeling needy and horny! Especially after all he's put me through. Hell yeah, hah hah, I am over you. I have set you free.

Me and my boyfriend have a long distance relationship. He recently flew down to see me. Before he flew down I told him that I wasn't comfortable videotaping us making love and that I didn't feel safe doing that. After I said that he told me that it was fine and he understood where I was coming from. When he came down he brought his laptop. A couple days later, after we had made love several times, I had found his webcam hidden in a cup with a hole cut out of it.

I ran into my boyfriend's coach two months ago. He told me everything about his failing marraige and how his wife had been having an affair for the past year. He ended up in my apartment that night. He is fifteen years my elder. Since then he's been in my apartment or i've been to his house atleast once a week.

My best friend of two years stopped hanging-out with me for these skanky group of older girls she met through her x-boyfriend. At first she said she didn't like them, but she hung-out with them every weekend for two months! I wasn't going to let it bother me, so I went out and had fun. I think she got jealous and eventually apologized to me and said I was much better friends than they were and she didn't want to hang around them anymore, but two hours later she was with them! Then the next day she went to the movies with me and another friend. The whole time she talked crap about her other friends and how she was done with them. Then on our way home she called one of them and asked her to come pick her up at my house. I don't know what to do! She's very stubborn and I'm afraid to confront her because it might ruin our friendship in the future. What do I do?

My parents are lesbian... they have been together all my life, that's 15 years. They just broke up a couple months ago, and my biological mom is moving next door. I don't know how to explain to people that I have to separated lesbian moms, it sounds stupid, and I think it makes them look bad.