I like someone. alot. im not ashamed and i dont feel the least bit guilty. you are, afterall, only my EX-boyfriend. you cheated on me and now you are an alcoholic and a drug addict and i tried to help you but i just cant do it anymore. you dont care about me, which makes this all the more easier. my only hope is that one day i will forget you completely. A

I don't love my father. I hate him with such a loathing that even the devil would be scared of it. I hate having to live underneath the same roof as him and can't wait for the day when I have the choice to live as far away from him as possible. I hate him so much that I am completely aware that if he dropped dead right now, I wouldn't feel the slightest remorse and I know that I would probably be happy. This man is demeaning to my mother, has caused me to never know my own family, is barbaric and completely uncivilized, and is the rudest person I have ever met. My only comfort now is that I will be able to show everyone around me how horrible of a situation this is and be able to coach them so that they may avoid such a situation in the future.

When I was 12 I was repeatedly sexually assaulted by a classmate. I was confused about what happened so I didn't tell anyone until I was 16. Besides that I was a virgin and in a way I guess I am...besides that incident...incidents whatever. The thing is that I tell people I have had sex a lot and that I do enjoy sex but the truth is I am kinda still a virgin in a way . Ever since what happened I am afraid to have sex and it gives me weird flash backs when someone tries to get close to me...because of what happened. I don't know what to do...I want to have sex, I crave it in a way but when I can I get really scared and I get flashbacks. I am still very young....20 and I still have this intense fear. I have no way to get over it. Sometimes it makes me want to die because of the hurt it caused and I don't know where to go for help. Therapists don't understand...not even doctors...

Sometimes I get so frustrated with how dramatic life is. You'd think that as you get older, people stop talking about people behind their backs or being fake friends, but no. They don't. In fact, it just gets worse. How do you stop from being paranoid about who your true friends are? Maybe the fact that I am just means that I don't really have many

I am 21 years old and technically a virgin. I've been dating this guy, who is 13 years older then I am, for about 4 months now. I say I am technically a virgin because we have done pretty much everything you can in bed without having intercourse (And I have a feeling that isn't to far behind). (Oh yeah, he is my first everything... he was the first guy I kissed, etc.) I've lied to my mom, dad, and sister about what we have done. The only person who knows I've stayed the night at his house is my cousin, and I hope to God that she never tells. Sometimes I feel guilty, but at the same time, he is totally amazing and makes me feel totally amazing, so I don't feel that bad. Oh, and I hate when he is on rotation, like tonight, cause we were in bed having an amazing time, and his boss called him into work. So here I am. Grrr....

I am in love with my boyfriend and my best friend simultaneously. They are two different people with two completely different personalities and I'm very torn. I love my boyfriend and have waited forever to be with him and he makes me really happy, but when I'm around my best friend, he challenges me and it makes me want to be with him. And I don't know what to do. I have a wonderful, perfect thing with my boyfriend, but I can't help and think what would it be like with the other.

I had an abortion one year ago today. That was one of the most selfish decisions I had ever made. I regret it every day.

im a flirt and i suck at rejecting people. i can usually get the guy i want, but for K.., i had to work hard to get him. and he ended up liking me..too bad i found out too late. i tend to get peer pressured into hookups, after flirting and then not having enough experience/practice to reject someone when they make a move. so a dance came up, and everyybody from school went. i ended up hooking up with one of kens friends, somehting i hugely regret. its been almost a month and even after apologizing and explaining over and over again how stupid i was, ken barely even says hi anymore. i recently found out the reason he was mad about it all was because i he liked me very much, not knowing i liked him back. he still doesnt know. what do i do?