I think I'm pregnant. I've already made the decision that if I am, I'm going to have an abortion. The would-be father of this potential child has stated in hypothetical conversation that he could never associate with any woman who has had/would have one, so I've decided not to tell him. My best friend will accompany me instead. I never thought I'd be capable of doing this, but apparently, I am.

I have a few... heh.. I've never confessed anything, so here it all is:
I've done drugs regularly since I was 18.
I've never gone 48 hours without a drink. I've commited Adultry.
I've had an abortion.
I've cut myself.
I've done everything kinky in bed that you can imagine.
I love porn. I've had sex with several women (I'm female)
I made up a rape story, because I thought that my friend wouldn't understand if I just told her the truth.
I've thrown up my food on purpose. I smoke a pack a day.
I've had sex with 4 guys in 4 months, and I only had feelings for one of them.
I want to have sex with my roomate's boyfriend.
I wouldn't do it though.. but I've definantly entertained the idea..
I sold tickets to a fake fund-raiser with some friends, and then spent the money on weed.
I've vandalized private property.
I've commited insurance fraud.
I've driven drunk at least 100 times. (But, not anymore).
I've faked 9 out of ten orgasms.

I'm glad you were there when I was drunk on Saturday. Now, you know how I really feel. I meant it when I said that I wish you were with me instead of her. She's so undeserving of you. Her and I are two completely different people: she's a manipulative parasite and I'm a good person. I'd never do anything that she's done to you. I'd never cheat, I'd never stab you, I'd never hire someone to jump you, and I'd never stalk your ex girlfriend (I mean when we were together, I never tried to talk to her). I just wish that I'd have gotten the chance that I feel I deserve. I'm glad you forgive me for my drunken thoughts and understand that it was my birthday party and I had the right to do and say what I wanted. I just hope you take what I said semi-seriously.

I'll admit this is my first time confessing online or ever.
But I can't stand all stress I have!
It's controlling my life!
I don't have anyone to talk to that I can trust!
Everyone else only cares about themselves!
My mom is on my case.
My dad wants me to work and pay his bills.
Like am a fucking atm.
Well am not!
I don't even have enough money to leave my mom's house!
Let alone pay bills for someone else!
Everyone calling me now that they haven't seen me for 2 weeks!
Now there worried about me!
Saying are you okay do even want to talk am here for you.
Bull!
Just because you act like a friend doesn't mean you are one!
So I lie to everyone putting up a front.
Saying am okay I just had to go to some funerals out of state.
That's why you haven't seen me.
Everything is fine with me.
While inside am bleeding of pain!
It feels like am heart is locked up with a key!
That i don't have to open it up.
No one understands the pain am going through!
Everyday!
I have no one!

I've been snooping, Dad, and I know everything. I know that she cheated on you not once, but twice, my own mother, when I was seven. I know you've cheated on us too, and i hate you both for it. I hope you get a divorce, and I've been pushing her for it. when I finally get out of here, I'm not coming back. you won't ever see my face again.

I know this is wrong, but it seems to be stronger than me. I still think of my prof from the first semester. I haven`t seen him in ages, but I still cannot get him out of my head no matter how hard I tried. I think of him especially when guys closer to my age act stupid or immature, he just comes into my head. This is wrong, because he is married and has a family. I would never do anything that could ruin his marriage.When I fell for him, I thought he was single, he looks mch younger than his real age. I decided to meet him after the end of the semster and tell him about my feelings, but then I found out he was married. He doesn`t seem to love his wife anymore, but I knows he loves his children and I don`t see a place for myself there.So I decided to stay where I was, to keeep my hands off him and to try to forget about him as soon as possible.He just won`t go away from my head and that makes me angry sometimes, I want to give someone else a chance, why can`t I just forget this guy??

I have lost my will to do anything... life is getting harder in the USA... every1 thinks that illegal immigrants are criminals, but they dont understand that not all illegal immigrants are undocumented... i didnt jump the border or come in a boat to be here... i was brought here when i was a kid, that was 12 yrs ago... and now im 21... i go to school and i paid taxes with my work permit, after my step father died, my case got cancelled and i have been miserable since then. I have lost all hope that i will finally be able to live my life like the rest of my friends... i want to travel and work like everyone else, but no one is giving me the chance. Why would i want to stay in a country that doesn't want me? i cant go back to venezuela... i have no home there and i'll never have the life i have here... i love it here, i just wish i could start living the life i want. All i need is the immigration bill to go through, people dont know how hard it is. im so depressed but i play happy.

I'm cheating on my boyfriend of a year. I feel terrible. I still love him. I've been sleeping with someone from my work and i'm afraid i'm starting to have feelings for him and he doesn't feel the same. He says he does but i know he isn't over his ex. I don't want to hurt the man i love anymore either. I've really messed up this time and i'm going to pay for it. I wish i made better decisions.