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I think i'm still in love with a guy from high school that i recently started writing to via email... even after 5 yrs of not seeing him, i miss him. He's so sweet, and loving and caring... only he's married with this girl from high school but they have been having problems for a while... and some how on in one state and he's in another, but he's probably going to go get his masters when im gonna go get my bachelors... somehow the planets have aligned and we're going to be in the same area since high school... i know he's married and i know it's wrong, but we were meant to be together. We are from the same background, our families know each other and we are meant to be together, otherwise life would keep us in two different places. My boyfriend hates him and for good reason, he'll never amount to what my HS love has become. I think about him a lot and i write to him, i wish he was here... we understand each other, we are idealists and we dream big. his wife doesnt deserve him.
heartache;
female;
17;
United States of America;
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I have an anxiety dissorder. Phew, man it feels good to accept it. I've spend the previous 3 years or so going through self mutilation, and lots of it. I get anxiety attacks from small things like tests at school, or from being asked about something i'm self concious about, (ie. "Why is your nose so big...?") when I'm singled out by multiple people or in front of multiple people, when I'm in small spaces, or when I'm in a big group of people. My attacks are rapid and intense. I get dizzy, I have hot and cold flashes, I sweat uncontrolably, I shake like crazy, I cry, and i fear I'll lose my mind. It's just good for me to be able to accept it now.
cy07;
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18;
United States of America;
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I'm so madly in love with my best friend that I can't think straight.
The worst part about the situation is that we're both male.
I think he feels the same way about me but I'm too scared to find out.
I've never felt this way about anyone before.
Is this actually love? Or am I being unrealistic?
There was a time where he came out of the shower wearing only a towel...and sat right beside me. I have no idea why he would do something like that if he were straight. I just can't get the image of him in a towel out of my head!
He's nice, and cute, and funny, and effing SEXY.
I hope he likes me too!
heartache;
female;
17;
United States of America;
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I went out with a guy for 2 months. i broke up with him because I got super bored and i really liked his best friend. His best friend and I had a relationship for a long time without my ex's knowledge. It was fantastic. I seriously fell for this guy. Then we broke up. It was hard, yes. But I got over it. I went out with my previous ex for 2 weeks and just broke up with him because I realised why I dumped him in the first place. I know that you can only truly get over old love with new love... but I think I still love my old secret lover. I know its kinda confusing... but I don't know weather i should go with my instinct or try and find independance and stability by going solo
beadedbracelet;
female;
22;
United States of America;
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ok..so like 3 months ago me & my best friend became friends with this girl & later her boyfriend.they broke up because my good friend did triple c's with me & my best friend and other people and then lied to her boyfriend about it.they had been having problems for a long time though, that was kindof just the straw that broke the cammels back. once they broke up i became closer with her ex-boyfriend and me& my best friend started sneaking out and he'd come pick us up and take us out and stuff.things for like a month were perfect. i'd "sleep" at my friends house and we'd leave through her kitchen window or i'd just wait untill my whole family was asleep & i'd crawl out of a tiny window in my bedroom
after a while i kinda "talking to" him and then he started to change.he bevame more of an ass& i lost all trust in him because of how he would act.he started getting wierd about things and i hated it.
one night after he completely blew us off we stopped hangingout w.him.
imiss him so much.
Hinder;
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19;
United States of America;
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What to do? I fell for a beautiful girl that I shouldn’t have. A girl that is going to be married, I faked saying it wasn’t true but recently truth came out. I know now that not only do I like this girl but she fills the same for me, but what to do? Do I follow my heart and betray a man I call my friend and make an enemy, or do I simply walk away from my feelings. I ask God to show me the true path he wants me to follow, But fear I might be blinded by love already, or perhaps my feelings for her is the path he show’s and wants me to follow.
vbhiggies;
female;
39;
United States of America;
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i recently got married and I did not tell my new husband that my ex-husband gave me genital herpes. I had my first outbreak yesterday since we started dating almost 2 years ago.
I want to tell him but I am afraid that he will distrust me for more than this incident. I also know that he can seek divorce or an annullment based upon this information. I am just too scared to tell him and I will probably just heal and not say anything.
I feel like a snake.
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I used to be Anorexic. Now I have compulsive overeating. I am still way underweight. My doctors want my weight up. I^ can gain 2 pounds in a day easily. i lose weight right before doctors appiontments to make doctors thinkmI am maintaining. I can and have eaten 4,000 clories some days. I am 13 years old.
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