I think I'm in love with my best friend, should I tell her? I've been trough this before and the friendship was ruined, I don't want that again but I really care for her.

I just recently got an email from somebody who thought I was interesting, and I was very happy to hear this, with the hope of making a new friend. We talked on AIM and then he mentioned something personal about me that he shouldn't have known otherwise, and I freaked out about a bit. Now I'm feeling bad because I probably scared him off, and there was also a somewhat plausible explanation as to why he knew that information about me. Soooo.. yeah. I feel quite awful about this because for the first time in a while I thought I'd be making a new friend and I think sorta fucked it up a bit. D:

This site is for people to share their feelings anonymously and get things off their minds. Sure some people have it worse than others, but that doesn't mean that everyones admissions aren't important and shouldn't be respected, does it? We all have the right to speak our minds, but don't be jerks about it. We all have different experiences, which come with different stressors. Telling someone their problem isn't "good enough" to be posted on this site is just rude and immature. End of rant. Thank you for reading.

My false salvation found in random, incohearant, and chaotic conversations of fishsticks and new born children with my substance free volentarely insane partner in nothing. He goes by many names but for now i'll call him Jack. The things Jack and I speak of truely do not matter. we speak. when we're done nothings changed. No ones enlightend. we speak of nothings...meaningless conversations born from even more meaningless thoughts...but these conversation keep me from blowing my f****** head off so i suppose there not as meaningless as i assume they are...Jack doesnt like fishsticks and nor do i really but thats besides the point, i had nothing else to eat at the time ..in this case it was more about enjoying the ranch rather than the stick of fish. See Jack grew up eating fishsticks...so of corse his oppinions going to be bias in this paticular situation...be that the case or not i'd have to agree with him. My point you ask?....The structual stability of a fish stick blows Tyler

i've always had it all together and i wonder what would happen if i just let go. if i stopped wearing the fake smile, if i stopped eating to make everyone happy, if i stopped being this put-together, responsible, girl...is it okay to fall apart? i mean underneath it all im just a really big bruise...and i know eventually im going to lose it. i just wonder if it's okay. it's like i need permission to be imperfect...i need to know that if i let go, someone will catch me...or at least be sure that i wont end up so far down that im unable to be retrieved.

In our first couple of months of dating, my ex-boyfriend told me he had a serious drinking problem. He would go home each day and drown his problems in a bottle of vodka. He then confessed that I was the reason that he stopped that habit. I had never been so scared in my entire life. I worried for months on end about what would happen to him when our relationship would end; if he would revert back to his old ways. After ten months, our relationship ended. I still have no idea if he went back to the drink.

I slept with my friend's ex-boyfriend and I feel horrible about it.

I can't let go of my existence because I love someone, and the only reason I haven't given up on the fabric of this world yet, is to see whether they love me too... I hope they do...♥