I been talking to a boy that I knew since last year but lost connection. It has been 2 months now and we have been talkin and exchanging emails. I want to be with him but he has a gurl and likes her alot so he says. Three or two days I went to his house and that was the first time we saw each other in a long time. When I was leaving I give him a kiss and he gave it back. Just last night we was together and talking. He kisses me and starts to kiss me on my neck. I seen his thing and it wasn't what i expect. know i just want to be friends and i don't know how to tell him without him thinking its he's thing.

You're my mentor. You're the basis for everything I want to accomplish here. And, although I understand how wrong, and stupid it is, part of me is in love with you. You're too religious, too conservative, too naive, too young, too steadfast, I don't seem to care. The only thing I want from you is a hug. I just want to know that I'm not standing here alone. Thank you for everything you've given me. I know that I'm gonna owe you so much one day. Hopefully, we'll be able to be friends and I can make it up to you one day. I love you Ry..

My dad's friend has 3 sons, one is way older than me, one is 3 years older, and one is almost 2 years older. We see them about once a year, but this year we've been seeing them more often. I really like the youngest one. and I'm pretty sure he likes me, but we barely see eachother. We can't drive and my parents are weird about that kind off stuff. We go to different schools and don't live close. I want to find a way to see more of him.

i overheard 2 of my co workers talking about me the other day, the window was open when i was having a cig. and they must not have known it...they said "she's way too thin and they're really concerned." then they said "but she really is the closest thing to perfection i've ever seen, perfect hair, perfect makeup, perfect smile...and i can't help but wonder if she's anything but perfect underneath it all." i wanted so bad to run inside and scream, "trying to look and act perfect is the only way i know how to keep my world from crumbling...but it's crumbling anyways and i can't keep this secret for much longer because im not perfect, im anything but, and im exhausted and alone and scared." but i couldn't say that of course...so i tucked my secret back into the place inside where no can find it, even if they're looking for it. all i know is im falling, and im scared that no one will catch me.

So I'm back in the mind state that bones are beautiful. I'm not eating anymore. I was happy for a while, so I was eating normally, and gained 20lbs in 3months. That's disgusting. I made a bowl of salad just now because I was starving.. but then my hunger went away. So I'll save the salad for tomorrow to pick at if the hunger gets too unbearable again. Today was my first day and all I ate was two yogurts. I think that's pretty good for a start. I just want to be really thin. <3

Last night after talking to my ex, who I still am in love with and found out she wants to stop having sex with me, I went to a random girls house who I'm not at all attracted to and had sex with her. I couldnt climax because everytime I got close my ex popped in my head. I never cheated while we were together but for some reason now even when we arent together I feel like I did... I know she would be really upset if she found out. I dont know if I'm a sexaholic or was just trying to get back at her. I needed to get that out there.

my sort of friend, lets call her Jane, was supposed to have a party, and she told my really good friend, lets call her Ally, that she was going to invite me, but she didn't and ended up saying she's not doing anything because she's not feeling well, ok, so far so good. now, Ally went over to Jane's house on the night that the party was supposed to be just to hang out, the two of them. now today I find out that another friend was over there too, lets call her Nora, and Nora says it was only her and Jane, and Ally says it was only HER and Jane, so they're obviously both lying, straight to my face, and they're both my so called "friend". alright, Jane has a party and doesn't want to invite me, that's fine, we're not that close of friends anyway, but it really hurt me that two of my really close friends lied to me about it right to my face. now I don't know what I should do about it, should I just act like normal and pretend nothing ever happened, should I talk to them, what should I do?

My wife and I have been happily married for 20 years. Recently I've been seriously fantasizing about my wife with another man (no one in particular). At first she was turned off by the fantasy, but lately she gets really turned on by talking about it. Should I pursue making it a reality? How?