This is crazy, I know, but here goes.. I've been divorced for over 2 years now. I have fallen in love with a married man. I have become the same kind of woman that I hated so badly in my married life. Every day I promise myself that today will be the last day, but then he calls. I hear his voice and nothing else matters. The rare occasions that we see each other are what I live for. I love that he wants me so much. I cannot describe the animal attraction between the two of us. It's not just that, though. We spend hours during the day on the phone together and still never get everything said that we want to say. It's not just an affair of the flesh, but one of the heart and soul. God, I know you brought this man into my life for a reason...I pray that you help me to know that reason. Why now? Why not years ago, when we were both free to be with one another. I would never pray that he would leave his wife to be with me. His son is his life. Help me let go. Forgive me.

I am a sort of an agnostic.... I dont visit any religious place or pray or any such stuff. A few days back a close friend of mine fell seriously ill and ran into trouble with his boss. I tried to help him with whatever I could and got involved with it to such an extent that I did pray earnestly for his success and good health, though he doesn't knw abt it. Now he's leaving me... for another girl. I jst dont knw how to cope up with it and accept it.

Ok. Here goes. I'm pregnant, married and we also have two other kids. I want my husband's best friend so badly, I can't stand it. I think about him constantly. We're always hanging out with each other and I know that's part of the problem. I'm sure he doesn't want me at all but I can't stop thinking about him 24/7 and what I would do to him. Maybe it's hormones. My husband and I have our problems and our sexlife has become boring but none of that gives me the right to have an affair, whether the other guy wants to or not. I wish I knew how to stop daydreaming about him. I pass by his house everyday and I can't tell you how many times I want to stop and just have my way with him. I hate feeling this way.

I'm pregnant and I'm having an abortion.

i just want to be closer to God and be filled with His joy in my life, I know all of that is possible, but I let all the circumstances around me weigh me down.

I feel so bad! I married my husband and I feel like I shouldn't have. There's this other guy. I really want him. He understands me more. He's fine with the fact that I'm bi. My husband gets pissed and jealous about the whole bi thing. He's asked me to move in with him a few times. I really want to. We'd be so good together. Sex with my husband has become so boring. Ugh! I don't even like sleeping in the same bed with him sometimes. Comments are welcome from mature people only please. I don't need your sarcasm.

It's been a while since I last posted, a lot has changed, in the past few months, I think I am back on the road again. Anyways, last week my g/f (I've spoken about her before) and I had an argument, it wasn't anything serious, and it has been patched up now. But at the time it happened I was under a lot of stress from a lot of things. That night I went out with some friends and got drunk, and smoked. I had a problem with these in the past and I promised my g/f and myself never to do that again. I failed. I feel so disgusted with myself. I don't want to tell her, but I feel bad if i don't confess. Pitiful man that I am, I can't even control that.

i have a huge crush on my college roomate. i think she might have figured it out the other day. sometimes she catches me off guard and i blush and stammer. she's in a relationship. i'm never sure if there is sexual tension between us or i'm just imagining it. and it becomes a vicious cycle because the more awkward i think it is between us, the more awkward it gets because i react that way. how do i know what's going on without ruining our friendship?