im ana and i love it! i havent eaten in 3 days, tomorrow will be 4 and I cant wait! I love when i get to about day 4 and get the dizy light headed feeling because it reassures me i am empty inside! i broke up with my boyfriend a few weeks ago and im not sure if it was because i truley believe we were right, or because it was too hard to hide my ana from someone i was letting get that close. i dont have any close friends anymore becaus ei have pushed everyone away so that no one will find out. this is my secret and i intend on keeping it until after i am thin and beautiful!

i don't know what to do with myself. I'm a freshman in college and i have no idea what i want to study. i feel left behind cause my friends know what they want to do and im still thinking.all i know is that i dont want to be stuck sitting in a cubicle all day doing paperwork.

Sometimes I want to die. I feel like it would be nice. Like the warm feeling of sleep. Life seems so petty, I feel like there is something better waiting for me. Not heaven, because I am a sinner, but just peace and beauty.

my boyfriend says he wants to have sex with me and he cant wait for it to happen, but when it comes down to it he just doesnt seem bothered. i'm a virgin but hes not. its really starting to get to me that he's slept with someone else, but wont with me. this is the second time i've been in love, and i'm becoming desperate for sex.

I'm a 40 year old virgin. It is something I feel ashamed about because virgins are considered losers in society. it's not that I want to be a virgin, I would gladly loved to get laid. It's just that I am very shy around women and I am not considered exactly good looking by most peoples standrads.

Over the past two years i really started to experiance with the same sex. I went all the way twice, and every other time it was pretty much everything but that. Its been about 15 guys over the past 2 years, which i am not proud of. Every time though i leave feeling disgusiting, and ashamed. I dont want a relationship with guys its just sometimes i feel their easier to get and im somewhat attracted sexually to them. I am attracted to females and want a relationship, but because of past bad relationships im searching for that perfect one. Because of this issue with not being able to control my hormones and being with other men i got checked a couple of times for STD's thank god so far i am fine, and i really wish to stop being with guys because of how i feel after and i dont have any desire to be in a relationship with one. I want that special girl, I guess what i am doing is looking for advise and letting it all out per say. Mature advise back would be appriciated. Thank you!

It all started two years ago. I met this guy that flirted with me, led me on, lied to me and denied his feelings for me. It would go back and forth. Anyway a year ago a girl got so used to his teasings and lead ons that she met another guy like him but she was raped because she didn't know he'd act on his teasings. That girl is me. That's why I hate this guy I met two years ago. Here's a catch he used to be my youth pastor. Because of him and this other guy I struggled and failed college they are giving me one last chance and if I fail it's all over. If I hadn't met this guy two years ago NONE of this would have happened! I would have had a job by now, more friends, probably married by now. So my confession is that I hope my rapist dies in jail or gets raped in jail and the other guy(who's on the other side of the world) gets so tormented and tortured to the point of near-DEATH or serious injury by middle east Terrorists!

Last night I lost my virginity... to a stranger and I think he wasn't very good. Maybe it was his first time too. The best part? When he withdrew he didn't hold the condom and it slipped off inside of me. Did I mention I was drunk? But don't get the wrong idea- I've been wanting sex for a long time and it wasn't a drunken mistake. It was really dull and short. I'm sore today and guilty feeling but since it was bad I feel the need to try again. I feel like it doesn't count as sex because it was short and bad. Am I going to turn into a whore?