i have been with my present girlfriend for around about two years now and she lives a few hours away from me. i haven't seen her in over a month now and i met up with one of my friends the other day because i needed someone to talk to and i got really upset and started to cry she then tried to kiss me and i kept pulling away and then she got really angry and started shouting so i havent spoken to her since. my girlfriend thinks the world of my friend and doesn't know what went on and thinks that it was a small disaggreement. should i tell my gifrlfriend and risk losing her or should i just bottle it away

I confess i have been very evil, having sneaky, sly, secret sex with my flatmates girlfriend in all sorts of risky wicked places. It started with a kiss in a filthy nightclub corner, and now we are making devious plans behnd my flatmates back everynight. Can you see the sexy side of this? we love it, we love being evil. Maybe tonight we will do it in my flatmates bed, leave our sweet stink of sex sweat behind on his pillows. If you like the idea of what we are getting upto let us know, we will share all our exploits! We are looking for someone likeminded to talk to and get ideas from x

I have the worst thought ever going through my mind and I beg God to please take away this thought. The thought that crazes my mind is that i will be married off to my sister's boyfriend (they have been dating for 7 years and are almost a couple) and that my sister will die, and the family will force me to marry him since his family is already like a family to us. I know this stems from the fear that I won't be able to find a guy to get married to and this disaster would happen. I consider my sis's boyfriend as my lil brother and it hurts to even get this thought. But, I have tried and cannot get this thought out. Please, does anyone have a suggestion. I am dying inside at the thought of such an ill to my sister. Please, God, forgive me and bless me with pure thoughts.

On April the 28th i attempted suicide by taking an overdose, obviously i failed. I accepted phycological help how ever it hasnt changed my feelings, i have been put onto anti-depressants but it does nothing. Everytime i see my phyciatrist i lie to her about how i feel. I still have very strong suicidal tendecies and i feel as though i may try it again soon although i know my family would be sad. I have tried to think of reasons as to why i hate my life but i can not find any, it seems i just dont have the effort to live.

I cycle into depression all the time and my friends and family don't know. I care about other people more than myself. I work in medicine for two reasons. One, My life is of little value, so if i can make someone elses better, it's all good and it makes me feel human and worth something. Second, my secret dream is that one day, i'll die in the process of saving a life. I would consider it a cheap trade. It's been eating at me and fueling a new cycle of self destruction and depression. All part of the human disease i guess.

I sometimes think about how nice it would be to fall asleep and never wake up, because I really do hate my life. But I seem powerless to do anything to change it to make it better. Sometimes I feel so alone and helpless.

iv liked this girl for atleast 3 years, but have never had the courage to ask her out. back then she didnt really have any friends and seemed lonely, but i didnt really wanna abandon my mates to hang out with her. now she has tonnes of friends and im really hating myself for not doing anything. i just have this fear of rejection all the time

I'll be 31 in a couple of weeks, and I really thought I'd have it all figured out by now. I have plenty of wonderful friends, but that's about the only thing in my life that has worked out. I got laid off a few months ago from an industry where my skills are in dwindling demand, but I have no qualifications or significant experience in anything else, and really don't know what to do with the rest of my life. And even with all my friends, I'm incredibly lonely. I only rarely manage to find a girlfriend, and have never managed to keep one for more than 3 months, 'though none of them have ever really told me why - it just doesn't work out. I just want to be able to stop worrying about all this and get on with living my life, rather than just existing, but I can't see my way out. Is it any wonder I'm depressed!?