i hate people..

I had a 2nd night stand with someone I barely knew almost 4 months ago. However, I didn't know it was a 2nd night stand till he never called me again. That is untill last week when he sent me a message apologizing for what had happened. I want to let him back into my life, just so I can hurt him as much as he hurt me.

I'm 21 years old male and i've done something bad. There's a girl who's 14 years of age and she has crush on me and I told her she was to young and she would find someone someday. Anyways she asked me to give her a kiss and i said no but i gave in to one kiss which only lasted 1 second anyways she asked for a hug which i did but she started kissing my neck i back off and now i'm kinda freaked out!. Now i think this girl thinks she has a chance with me but i don't feel that way about her, I didn't mean to lead her on thinking we could be together mental and physically. She kinda suggested a physical relationship and it kinda freaked me out abit and i told her no. What should i say to her so she won't get wrong impression that i'm into that way?

I have just started an adulterous relationship with an older woman, almost twice my age. I am good friends with both her and her husband and I feel guilty about it. Sometimes I think we really love each other because I have such a flush of emotions and so does she. I would hate to end her marriage and wonder how bad it would be if her husband ever found out. I don't know how long this will last or if it will go too far, but it is such a rush, half guilt half excitement. The worst part is I can't tell anyone.

i have nothing. i dumped my girlfriend for no reason. since then my good friend got a girlfreind. and never hangs with me. she is taking over his life, and finding a way to bring me down by inviting herself everywhere. i have no one really to hang with becuase of her. i have a lot of freinds, not to be cooky i'm popular. i feel lik i should be a nerd. accually i wish i was a nerd. i want to change who i am and leave all the asshole people i was freinds with behinde. i just don't no where to start.

I subconsciously expect guys to use me when I have been drinking, and get frusterated if they don't. I go to the bars not planning on anything happening, but if I don't have a guy abuse the fact that I'm drunk and at least try to start something with me, I feel worthless.

I'm getting close to being a 40 year old virgin. My birthday is in 5 months and I have never been with a man. I sympathized with Andy in the movie--you think you have all the time in the world and then it never happens. I haven't even had a serious relationship with a man. I have no idea how to find someone and am clueless about flirting. Not sure I'd know if someone was flirting with me! Sometimes I think I should give up and join a convent. Of course I'd have to convert to Catholicism first!

I don't think of the place I grew up as home anymore... and I'm scared to move back next week