I don't know if I ever loved my ex and we dated for a year and a half. She wasn't good to me the vast majority of the time, and even though I knew it wasn't my fault, I still couldn't bring myself to leave. I'm not sure if I was scared of being alone, or if I just didn't want to hurt her, or if I was scared she might hurt herself without me. Likely all of those. We finally broke up six months ago, but we're still friends and she still uses me as an outlet for all of her problems. She isn't a good friend, but she really doesn't have anyone else, and I don't want to abandon her.

I slept with another girl. Now it cant get out of my mind. God help me

There’s shit wrong with me. I want to die, most of my mental illness is because of how I was molested when I was 5 by my brother. I go to a creek close by my house and think about drowning myself in it. Or have fantasies of killing me brother and even innocent people to see how it feels. Then I would kill myself. I don’t even like my body. I want to be a boy so badly and yet in a girl. I’m sick of life and all I can think about is killing people and not have to worry because I would just die. I don’t know why I feel like this.

A few days ago, I met my long time friend. I am a girl. My friend is a girl. You know where this is going... She is 2 years older than me but me and her are about the same height. I was sitting in the classroom without noticing she entered the class. She went up behind me and hugged then proceeding to say -I miss you-. It took me a second before I could reply with I miss you too. I need to admit that she felt soft and warm. Her scent was amazing.. I shouldn't be saying these things because I'm a girl I am not supposed to do this. My parents always told me that I was tomboy-ish. I never thought that this would happen..

i was raped repetitively by my sister growing up. I'm also a female, and I feel as though my assault was not valid, because she was only about 11-14 when it was happening. I dont really remember much about the year-ish it was happening, and I have basically forgotten how old I was and how old she was. She's completely fine now, and we're actually very close now. She's like my best friend, but I can never forget what she did.

i accidentelly swore god please help me i didnt mean to do it i need help and im too scarred to go to a church

I have never loved my wife or any or my former girlfriends. I’m loving another woman for 17 years, who does not requite my love. Moreover she became lesbian 5 years ago. So now I do not have any chance at her. But I cannot forget her.. never... I am completely scared and anxious because of this secret love and do not know, how to get rid of this crazy love. I cannot live free and love my family...

I hate this bullshit romanticism about hard work. I hate working. I don't hate my jobs. I hate working. I hate having two jobs. I hate when people talk about how hard they work like it's some sort of badge of honor. Everyone around me talks about how crazy they'd go if they couldn't work. Are you kidding me? If I didn't have to, I'd happily never work another day in my feckless life.