i was messin about with my girlfriend last night, just horseplay and i went to judo trip her and her knee popped. she collapsed to the floor in agony and wanted to pass out i wouldnt let her. i kept her concious. i feel like shite shes had to take the day off work, i'm a spousal abuser now! intentionally or not i hurt my girlfriend. she says it was her fault for messin about also, i'm 10 times stronger than her. i love her i hurt her. as i write this im drinking heavily i feel like going out into the street and getting into a fight with a couple of fellas and getting stabbed. i dont deserve to live

hi im very depressed these days.i have a gf whom i love a lot and i know that she loves me too.i met her 14 months back and we were so nice to eachother.but these days things are not working properly between us.she gets irritated very easily.she dosent spend much time with me.she is always late from her work and me being a student still have nothing to do.she was never like this before.i feel that her love for me is reducing gradually.i also have doubt about her with her colleague.but she says that he know that im her bf and recently i talked to him and i know that he does know it.apart from these i have a feeling that she will leave me for no good soon.and whenever i ask her if she really loves me or not she says yes.but me asking her so many times the same question,she gets irritated soon.i have my exams coming soon and its getting tough for me.i know she loves me but i have a feeling that she will leave me soon.is it cause im doing nothing sitting at home i get such weird feelings.?

It's been a month and a half now since she dropped me. I've gone thru the whole range of emotions from tears to anger. It's mostly anger now since the way she dropped me was abrupt, unexpected, untruthful and unkind. I don't think I'd go back if she begged me as I don't feel I could ever have any faith in anything she said. Yet I think of her constantly and still continue to suffer. I wonder if she might be bi-polar. She was certainly self-centred and narcissistic. And a fucking liar to boot.

our walls are so thin i can hear our neighbours talking. sometimes i sit in the fireplace where i can hear them better.

I went with my fiance's father for a couple of years before I got together with his son. He wouldn't give me children which I want and his son will. My fiance knows about me and his father but his family don't. I think his sister suspects and she thinks i'm using her brother. maybe I am - I don't know. She had an arument with my fiance about something else adn i'm glad. I don't want them to make up. I don';t want her interfering.

I met this guy over a dating website. We really hit it off and he was so gorgeous. I slept with him on the first date and it was great. He was really into me then stopped calling and msg'ing me but we still kept hooking up. His excuse is he's really busy with work and I know that he is but how hard can it be to make a call and say Hi. I told hom from the begining what I wanted, and that was to be with him but he said we connect sexually but not mentally. I think we do.. we have a good time when we sleep together. We talk about everything. It's been 5 months now. I haven't brought up the subject of dating each other cuz I'm scared he'll say no. Should I? Or should I just forget about him? I really like him. It's not just the sex, I long just to be around him.

I've dated a girl till very recently. She broke up out of the blue; no particular reason. I know that her family don't particularly like me. This is because of our differences. I'm white, she's coloured. I'm visually impaired, as in blind like a bat, and she's not. I work in an professional environment; IT; and she doesn't care what she does. (her family don't influence her positively. She's hurt me alot in the past and I have sacrificed perhaps too much for her already.She always try to evade the topic of us and seems very confused and incoherent.

My teacher just had a talk with me today telling me that I was detirioating... i don't even know how to spell it. I am depressed. Not because of this incident. This incident just made it worse. I miss someone and he doesn't know it. My parents are obssessed with my sister and I have no friends because I've been hanging out with an immature and mean girl and she made me immature and mean. I don't know what to do.