a while back i was torn in half by 2 women. each didnt know of the other. one i loved the other i cared about but didnt love. i ended up making what i thought was the right choice, i now wish to hell i didnt. we're now having serious money problems and i'm battling an illness. i feel like taking to the streets and letting nature and the elements finish me off

I grew up believing in magic spells and tarot cards and such. In college, I had a roommate who said he would teach me magic, but I found out that he had been taught by a necromancer and just wanted to get in my pants. Another roommate also wanted to sleep with me, and when I turned him down, he stole all of my stuff -- including my socks. I was so pissed at them that I sat down and wished every terrible thing I could on them. I fumed and fumed and wished evil on them, and then all of a sudden the doors slammed (no wind) and a bunch of crows showed up outside the window. Crows followed me for two years everywhere I went. I've had nothing but bad luck since then, and i am convinced that I cursed myself. And as far as I know, nothing bad has happened to either one of them. I want karmic justice!!!

About 2 years ago I raped my exgirlfriend. We were living together for 2 years, and she didn't want to have sex with me, but I held her down and made her. We stayed together for one year after that and when I asked her to forgive me, she said she did. I then realized the monster I was becoming, and that's what it took for me to turn my life over to God. I have been born again and living in love and submission to Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior for about one year now. I would never go back to living that way I used to live.

I'm getting married in 26 days to the greatest dude ever!!! Yippee!!!

I hate being me. I'm everything people detest. I'm fat, ugly, mean, envious, weak, arrogant, rude, cruel, bigotted, racist, and boring. People have always shied away from me in bars, parties, groups, even in school. I've never been popular because I just don't know how and have never had any faith in myself. I always blame everyone else for my mistakes. I'd end it all but I'm too afraid. I've always hoped things would get better but they never do. I never put any effort into change, but I expect it to find me somehow. Marion, I love you but I wish I would just die in my sleep. I hate being me.

i'm 30 years old and i',m a virgin. i've only been kissed once and it was disgusting. Whenever a man shows any interest in me i start finding fault before they have a chance to get to know me. i've been told i'm beautiful, smart, funny. But i can't seem to let anyone get close enough to me because i'm scard they'll reject me. i don't believe in love

i hate my brothers fiance

i've just been told by my girlfriend that she's cheated on me, we're working in different countries for the last 4 monthes, i had a gut feeling, one that i tried to suppress and reason that was wrong but now my worst fears are true. she wants to come home and try to work it out and i feel that if in 20 years we were still together it would be worth the loss of pride and self respect, but i'm really confused, i've spent the last few weeks consumed by worst case/best case scenarios and have been beating myself down for having doubts but now it's all true