About 8 months ago I joined an online dating site and met a guy. We got to know each other really well and he told me he had fallen in love with me. I kind of freaked out and told him I was sick. i stopped seeing him but we kept talking online. A couple of months ago I told him I'd died - I set up a fake email addrsss and pretended to be my brother and told him that way. I still talk to him wuth a fake name on one of the dating forums and can see him grieving.

If I put even 50% of my efforts in studying I would have done well. Messed up my school and university here. I'm living a dual life, everyone thinks i'm an architecture student. I messed up and had to take arts - B.A not even B.F.A. I lied to my parents about my major. They send me money for school. Being an international student it costs me a lot. I took some loans too. Now I'll graduate but not any job opportunities especially someone who will give me a visa. I have to pay off my loans and my cousin would be in trouble, he signed for it. I want to. If i tell my parents, they will blame each other for everything, for me turning out like this. It will be miserable between them. They will hate themselves thinking they did something wrong. Its not about just the major but about me lying so many years. I am depressed I know that, I always been from high school. But it wasn't this bad at home. I want to cry now but i can't. It hurts and don't want to hurt them, i already hurt them too much

the guy is a dick.i've been friends with for 10years and now he developes feelings for me.im concentrating on a career now.and he says im wasting my youth.So what if i want to concentrate on ohter things than sex.big deal.I've turned him down before,but he always thought i would change my mind.He's not ugly,but he's been rejected by other girls and thought i would take pity on him.hell no.i dont fuck my friends.sorry not me.If your mad tough shit.

Hi this is my first post...Im in a realationship of about 1yr4moths and counting but recently me and my girlfriend told me she is bored of me and she wants someone exciting...i really love her and i just want to make her happy...she also said she doesn't know if she loves me anymore..how can i make myself less boring please help...

i went out to drink with some co-workers last. I know when people drink,they sometimes do stupid things.I control myself. Im a bit hard on myself,i'll admit.But when i wake up the next day,i get washed oveer with this guilt,like i did something wrong.whats wrong with me.this has been happening since college.Its as if when i do something fun,i consider it some sort of sin.help

i cheated on my boyfriend that is at boot camp for the marines and now he is home how do i tell him?

I don't want to sound like all the other people in this world, but I really truly hate myself. I can't help it. All I can see is a monster. All I ever do is hurt the people around me, make them cry, yell and scream at me. Once on a school field trip I made all three of my best friends cry, all on the same night at the same time. They were crying so much, and all I could do was run. I ran as far away from the room we were assigned to, ran until a teacher caught me and I got in trouble. I'm so pathetic I couldn't even apologize to them, I ignored them because I felt that I didn't have the right to be their friend anymore. I've never had the right to. I'm not deserving of their friendship, because the only thing I can bring them is pain. I'm so pathetic. All I ever do is lie and hurt people. I'm such a monster, I don't deserve to live. I really truly need help so much, please help me sumone! I can't take much more of this, I'm afraid I might break from the pressure I'm sinking under. help

Ok, I know that there's alot of this kind of stuff happening with teen age girls, but oh well. Here's me. For the past 4 years I've been suffering from depression. For the past 2 years I've been self harming. For the past year I've been bulimic. I can't remeber what it was like to be happy, or to eat something with out worrying about when I'll be able to chuck it up, or how much fat's in it. I want to get better though. I'm so sick of that life! I really am. I just don't know what to do anymore....or how I can get better. I'm afraid if I tell people about it, they'll think I'm a freak and not like me any more. And if I tell my parents, they'll hate me for couseing trouble!