i cheated on my boyfriend with a mutual friend on my trip to california and i don't feel guilty.

She was a total bitch. Sorry for the cuss word, but it's the only one that even comes close to an accurate description. I loved her. I was there for every broken heart, I was there to lift her up and show her what was possible, I even taught her to drive in my car...which was my baby! For 17 years she toyed with my emotions. Finally, she got sick of guys using her and told me that she loved me. She wanted me to quit everything I had here and move across the country to be with her, but she brought nothing to the table. I was going to have to be the one putting out the effort, quitting one life to start another, and bringing in all the money - so I told her that I was tired of being her puppet. I dropped her HARD, no punches pulled and every hurt feeling erupted. The sad thing is I feel totally justified and don't regret a single thing. In fact, I wish her nothing but sadness and emptiness for the rest of her days so she knows what it feels like. I hope she's totally miserable.

I have low self esteem. what else do you want me to do?! I drink- i don't smoke though- and people say (or act) as if I do it too much. I don't! i'm just desperste for attention from somebody. I feel as if people hang out with me for my quirkyness for a little while, then get bored of me. why can't I do anything normally? i enjoy standing out- but i want to fit in some kind of group. i worry that I need a girlfreind- or mabye just a freind I can trust completely.i don't think Ill ever trust anybody or if anyone can trust me.I worry and hope I will be normal one day- I can't interpret emotions. will people see this post as a joke; what a huge loser i am for posting on this site full of people that screwed up their lives- hell, mabye I'm screwing up mine. mabye I want sex a little too much-I am a virgin! I am 16 and I don't know what to do. I can't trust my parents i can't really talk to anyone-except this. and even here I worry commenters will be thinking ill of me. why am I like this?

Me and myboyfriend are on a break. he treats me bad and i am tried of it so by getting back at him i mess around with his brother and other boys I touch his brother everywhere and i feel like having sex with him he is so cute and is a man but i also want to go out with another guy. What should i do?

we met at a friends house. ended up making out while i was babysitting afew months after meeting for the first time. had sex the next time while my parents were out of the house at night. it was my first time. we did it again a month later at his house. HE LASTED 3 MINUTES. i dont think a relationship is gonna come out of this at all. we promised eachother friends with benefits but i honestly thought that if i had sex with him it would get me and him to be closer together. I have other guys going for me, and its hard to focus on them when i have him. Im afraid that if i tell him no more sex we wont be best friends anymore. its extremely hard to go a day without talking to him on a normal basis. i worry alot about were he is and who hes with and who his last hook up was. also hes in college and i have a year of high school left. i havent ever hooked up with a guy before him. in any way.

So how do you know is it love or is it lust. I'm a 30 something married woman. Who started having an afair. Do I love my husband yes I believe I do. (Or maybe I'm just afraid to be without him.) Do I love the other man I think so. I mean I like him a lot. We have a lot in common. Not just the sex although it's pretty good too. I've thought of seperating from my husband, but then I would be so tempted to move to the next level with this other person. Am I ready for that? No I don't think so. I mean I'm a true believer in you should finish one thing before you move on to another. Things happened in our marriage that forced me to look outside of it for companionship, compassion, and love. And what I've found in this other person is wonderful. Do I wish my husband could give me what he does yes. Is my husband trying yes I do think he is doing what he thinks is best. But I hate to say it, it's just not enough. So how do I tell do I have real feelings for this other man or is it just lust?

hey im 18. so my boyfriend lives in california. i was going to move there. i have been really unhappy here at home. i live in ontario, cananda. i talked to my parents about it. they seemed ok with it at first but now they arent. they say that i need to mature before i can do something like that. after a bunch of arguing i told them that it didnt really matter what they say because im 18 and i can move there if i want to. my mom said that i could, but she wouldnt recommend it. so now, i can either move there and be happy, but disappoint my parents, or i can try to convince my parents some more and try to get them to say yes and let me go. please help me. i need some advice!!

me and my girlfriend have been through hell for each over the last year and a half. i used to be a heavy drinker. i stopped eating and ended up with malutrition, i wasnt very well. i cut my drinking down to weekends only and started eating again and getting healthy. me and my girlfriend are now faced with homelessness. all our struggling has been for nothing. i've never felt so low or hopeless in all my life. if i dont find a solution quick were both gonna be out on the street. nice way for a loving couple to end up, one of who worked in a hospice as a volunteer the other risked their own life to save a child