i became vegan like two months ago; so i don't eat meat, milk, eggs, or anything that comes from animals. i can feel myself getting sick-not dangerously, but i don't feel normal. don't have much energy, i always look tired n washed out..don't take vitamins or anything to make up for lack of nutrition, because i want to get sick. i'm tired of ppl thinking my life is so fucking perfect. this is the only way i can get ppl to care and see that it's not all great. even tho they won't know the real reasons. i'd love to get that kinda attention that ppl care about me. i really feel they don't. i know it's selfish and immature, but i need attention and to be understood. i guess i just want a real friend to seriouslt open up to. i dunno.. no one i know gets it.

I used to self harm years ago. I recently saw cuts on my younger sisters arm. I have no idea what to do. I always apriciated that she knew but just acted normal, do i do the same for her? Do i confront her?

i never wanted to be with him. i've only ever wanted to be with you. i wish you loved me. since the day i met you eight years ago, my heart has contained your name. now he's coming back and i fear we'll never be together again. that one time will never leave my thoughts. evryday i say a litlte prayer, mantra or whatever you want to call it; for us to be together. i look for you every where i go and dream about you at night. now your telling me your leaving. will i have to wait six more years to see you again? you would only have to tell me you love me and i will leave him and never look back.

after reading this site for awhile, i've realized i'm incredibly lucky. i have a beautiful wife. we both work, make decent money. i have two great daughters, 21 months and 8 years. i find myself driving home too fast just to be with them. i have no need to drink, smoke pot, cheat, lie or steal. i'm still in love with my sweetheart, and i'm extremely happy. i actually tried and i cannot find one thing wrong in my life. is this happening to anyone else? or am i the minority here?

im single and im happy my lifes really goin well i got into the college i wanted with a scholarship im valdectiorian n varsity captain of my softball team everythigns great i have the best family and friends...but sumtimes i feel like theres still sumthin missin n i dont kno wat is ...i dont want or need a boyfriend i like bein single but i dont kno wat is thats still missing from the picture and sumtimes i feel like committing suicide or getting into a car accident or sumthin .. idk

i still love him. he broke up with me but he still loves me. we dont talk anymore. i'm think i'm falling for another. but the love for him doesnt go away. i still cry. i still want him. but he's no good for me and i will never again be with him. and thats what makes me cry. i miss him. i want him. he wants her, but loves me. i'm scared i'm falling for the other. is he falling for me? he's going away in 3 months. i'm not allowed to fall in love. i think it may be too late. Please dont hurt me.. i want you.. i think.

last night i was on tour with a couple of my out of town friends and it suddenly occured to me that i had slept with every person in the car. instead of feeling disgusted i felt great. kind of empowered. especially since 2 of them have girlfriends. even so...it's going to be weird when they all find each other out. 16/f

when he kisses me i feel as if i am on top of the world. i am just sad that it wont last. every morning when i drive him home and kiss him goodbye i never know if i will see him again and it tears me apart. i think i might love him but wont let myself because i know we can never be more than we are. its tough and i want o scream and be mad at him but then he kisses me and everything, every worry disappears.