it's just another day... another mistake.... another way... and i still can't get out of bed in the morning with out thinking about you.

I am so frustrated with work and personal life.I'm college educated and have a professional job. I want a more fulfulling job. My job sucks. I had a falling out with my b/f. At times I think I will never find love. Ive been in relationships that end nowhere. My bf says he wants to marry me. Now I have to decide if we can go on together despite our fight. I have contemplated suicide a lot of times in the past few years.Can i really let go of old baggage and just feel free to love him like I want to?My past 'hurts' still keep me in fear. I feel I have nobody to talk to.I just want to be happy and share my life with someone I love. 28/f

I am a recovering addict and have been clean for about 9 plus years. I have been dating a girl I really love and care about for the past 10 months. Recently it seems that I have to degrade myself in order accept the good life I now have. It is very hard for me to accept the wonderful life that recovery has given to me. In response to feeling this way I recently went to a massage palor and a massage was not all that happened. I feel horrible and don't want to hurt the people I care about like I did when I was an active addict. I know that everyone makes mistakes and that this is a burden that I now have to bear. I could never tell my girlfriend to ease my burden and if I were to do such a thing again I certainly should not be in a relationship. It is my hope that through this e-admit I can forgive myself, accept the good life I now have, and give back to others what others have given to me. I am really sorry for what I have done and need to get back to living and not kick my own ass.

I was dating this guy and broke up with him because I found out he was schizophrenic (it was under control though) and he told me $40 was worth more than me (plus a whole whack of other things, but there's not enough room in this little pannel to say everything). He never told me and told me, after we'd been together for a year, that he didn't trust me to tell me! He told me that he was an mean, arrogant SOB and he didn't need to change for me or anyone. He essentially raped me before I broke up with him. He then started stalking my family and sending me dirty text messages after we broke up. So, this Christmas he left his house plants at my parents' home. When I came home from school to visit and found them, I put boat cleaner in his plants...and killed them. Oops...the worst thing is, I don't feel bad about it at all...aside from the poor plants.

i am 14. i am a girl. i slept with someone who is 18. he had a girlfriend, but they broke up because of it. i do weed frequently (twice today already), i drink all the time. i have done shrooms. i have done crack. am i normal!!? or overly experienced/bad/whatever!??

Why is it when I'm in a restroom where all the stalls are empty, someone comes in and enters the stall right next to me. Instead of leaving a stall in between they plop their butts in the one right next to me. I don't know, am I the only one who doesn't like people sitting in stalls right next to them if there are other stalls on the other end of the restroom?

To all those who are thinking about starting affairs, my wife had a short affair a few years ago. I found out a year after it was over. Her reason was because of the long hours I was working after a promotion (that she urged me to go for). My confession: I've cheated on her as revenge, with a female co-worker that she hates. It happened twice. I'll save the deatils, but it involved parts of my co-worker that even her doctor hasn't seen. Without washing my face, I went home and gave my wife a passionate kiss hello. I hate her and can't wait for the kids to leave home so that I can leave her.

I am f/24, married with a 4 year old. I have been addicted to oxycontin and codiene for the past 3 years. every time i try to stop i get brutally sick. i can't go to rehab beacause then my husband will know what i have been doing. i am bi-polar and the drugs are myltiplying it by 1000. help!!!?