Before I got engaged to my fiancee, I cheated on her a number of times, including have full sex with one girl, oral sex with a woman and then the following week, oral sex with that womans daughter (all over 18!). Now we're engaged I've not cheated on her at all. The thing is, I get jealous when I see her talking to other men - she's only talking, not chatting them up or whatever. What right do I have to be jealous when, as far as I know, she's never cheated on me? It kills me that I'm so hypocritical about it and we've even argued about it - and I know it's all my fault. We have THE most perfect relationship besides my issues. She's my best friend, my lover and my soulmate, so what the hell is wrong with me?!?!?

I have e-admitted about my mom several times and I've never even met my father I need to I despretely do everytime I even mention him my mom changes the subject I have learned through many people that he wants to see and and has asked my mother and she told him no!!!!I have a older sibling on his side I've never met even if she doesnt want me to meet him the very least she could do is ask him to give her my siblings number the hardest day of the year for me is fathers day I spend the entire day crying and depressed/angry and Im sick of it I know what college he attended and his name but I'm scared of what I'll find if I try to find him.....

one time at school, i threw a rock through a window. i blamed it on my best friend and she got suspended for a week! she doesn't know that i accused her and i don't want to know what she would do to me if she found out but she was way pissed because she couldn't make up her homework in the classes she missed and one of the assignments was 90% of her final grade, so she didn't get the credit for that class and now has to take night school for a semester. If that wasn't bad enough her teacher who was going to help her financially through college has withdrawn his support because of the whole incident and she is really poor. this sucks and it's all my fault

Ive been with my boyfriend 3 and im nearly 21. I am afraid he doesnt love me and is only with me for the sake of it. I push him away more and more by asking him if he still wants me but I really dont think he wants this. Would a guy stay with a girl if he didnt want to

One year I left all of the price tags on my family's Christmas gifts on purpose, just to piss them off. Not that the gifts were cheap but they finally stopped making comments on my financial situation.

My life has always revolved around my kids, I got divorced for the second time when I was 23, now I am 26, and now my family is saying that I am being very selfish about not having a man in my life to help take care of my kids. My son has even commented to me about not having a guy to play catch with. I told him that the next guy that I bring into their lives is going to be smart and funny and loves to be around kids, and I explained that it will take time to find the right guy who fits that descripion. But I find myself crying at night when the kids go to bed, I am so lonely! I am a very successful, and am very attractive, but I can't seem to find anyone. I have always been the girl that guys want to have a good time with (ment in a completely non-sexual way), but the mention of kids and they are out the door. What am I supposed to do?

i wish everyone could get along.

ok well I have had many sexual partners to the point where I have lost count I have used drugs, stolen from my mother lied and stolen from my step father lied some more had affairs with married men, had several abortions and have held a lot of hate and resentment in my heart for a very long time quit school lied on job applications lied to my husband lied to my childre