New Years Eve 2005/6..... in a club (very,very,very drunk) and started kissing this guy. Took him back to my flat where we just fooled around. Feel like such a slut because I led him on entirely (didnt sleep with him -almost everything but!) and he kept trying but I didnt want my first time (yes, really dont do things like this, havent even had sex before) to be with a drunken stranger. However, didnt tell him this just kept stopping things blaming being too drunk or too hungover. I just feel so weird and so bad! :( I almost feel it was worse to lead him on the way I did! Im very ashamed!

theres one little thing i forgot to add from my last e-ammission, well preople asked me if my parents were getting a divorce, when i was about 5, my parents got into a physical fight and called the cops on each other, they were in jail for a couple day, and me and my brothers were staying with our grandpa,well after that my parents got a divorce, my mom moved to canada for a year, then back into the united states, then my dad got on his hands and knees cying and begging for her to come back, so she did, i thought that there often argueing was normal, but this last year they argue up to 6 times a week,2 times a day, and im talking screaming at the top of there lungs!!!! so now you can put the 2 eadmissions together

Hey - this is not polyanna! I've seen too many people who focus on the negative. Always complaining and whinning. The things that you focus your attention on will grow. So why not look at the best in people. Why not appreciiate? That will grow and the negatives will diminish.

See my boyfriend left, for christmas and I went to a party @my friends house and While I was there I kinda got drunk and cheated on him and i dont want to tell him cause I love him but It was a one time thing. and i dont know what to do

i admitted i liked him and then he asked me out...ME im the happiest girl in the world no matter what some of you think of him

ok well ya see it was about 1 month ago me and my friends where sittin outside bumbed out that we couldnt go to the movies...and to make it worse i had just got hooked up my dream guy...!he was perfect he was cute sweet and romantic he was the total package after the movie had got over he called me and we talked for awhile when then my friend said that we should make up a lie and say that someone told me that he was cheatin on me with my best friend...when we did tell him that he started to freak out and wanted to know who told us that we kept it goin for awile when then we decided to call my best friend and play the joke on her sayin 'he already told me what ya did with him' but then to find out it was all true in that night i had lost my perfect boyfriend and my best friend but the worst part about it is that i am still in love with him and wish i still had my best friend to be there

When I first joined this site it was to tell someone about my problems. Most people were really sweet and understanding. But there were more that were not even kind in any way. I didn't expect you people to understand or agree or anything to any of my confessions. All I wanted was somewhere to get them out in the open. I now am more hurt by the "advice" you all have given me than by my actual problems. To all of those who tried to help and were kind thank you. I know you don't agree with some of the issues but at least you were kind in responding. To the rest of you jerks who think you are so much better than me, you all can go to hell. Maybe you should make sure you're perfect before you go off being jerks to others who have real problems! This is my last confession on this site. Because of you jerks I will never recommend this site to anyone except those who only want attention and are not wanting real help. If I did they would probably end up killing themselves! So thank you jerks!

Every time I've asked for help I've been ignored. When I was 4 my neighbor tried to molest me, his wife interupted him and its the only thing that stopped him, my parents didn't believe me and have never talked about it with me. When I stopped cutting I told my parents...They kinda ignored it. I asked to see a shrink. They wouldn't let me. I ended up cutting again and they didn't even notice. They think I've stopped for a whole year. I asked a teacher at school to let me see the school shrink. Nothing has been done for months. I really feel like my parents couldn't care less. I know it doesn't sound that bad but its hard to describe it...