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i really think there's something wrong with me. Right now, im dating the perfect guy. He's so sweet to me, treats me like such a gentleman, is smart, and funny. He basically has me on a pedastal. In all honesty, perfect is an understatement. The problem is, i cant seem to really fall for him and i've even looked elsewhere for guys. I know i'll never find anyone who will treat me as well as he does but i just...can't seem to fall head over heels. I really think there's something wrong with me. If hes so perfect, then why can't i just love him? Can someone answer that for me please? i dont want any comments mocking me, or hurtful remarks, i just want advice.
youllneverknow17;
female;
16;
United States of America;
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last night at around 2am i shoved a lot of pills in my mouth. i have no clue what was wrong w/ me its just that lately i feel so sad adn i was like bawling my eyes out. after i had swallowed th em i realized how stupid that was and i threw up in an attempt to get them out of my system. i think it worked because i am still alive right now. i dont know what to do! i feel so unsatisfied w/ myself. :(
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I am 30 years old and I think I hate people. Not people as a whole, but the people out there that have no common sense. The people who pull out in front of you and drive 5 mph below the speed limit. The person who tells you that stealing is wrong but will cheat the government into thinking that they are poor just to get food stamps. The people who are too lazy to work and hold a job but will bitch about not having any money. The people who ask me for help all the time when i never ask them for help. Lets not forget the guy at the stop sign in front of you that wont turn until traffic is clear for a quarter mile in BOTH directions. The people that drive around during both day and night totally oblivious to the fact that there is a little blue light on thier dashboard telling them that their high beams are on!. WAKE UP PEOPLE. ONE OF THESE DAYS YOUR GONNA PISS SOMEONE OFF JUST BY DOING THINGS THAT YOU THINK ARE NORMAL BUT EVERYONE ELSE KNOWS IS STUPID, AND ITS GONNA HURT.
CuriousIndiana;
male;
49;
United States of America;
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I have this strange desire to be in a relationship with a woman that occasionally sees other men. I'm a guy, 48, single. I've had several gf's and never admitted it. I'm nice looking, good in bed, (average size), and my gf's always have orgasms, so they don't complain. But I get obsessed by the idea of her with another guy. I know it's weird. It's not like I want her to be a slut and do it all the time, just once in a while.
Ginzo;
male;
16;
United States of America;
Louisville;
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I have yet to ever have a relationship with a girl that has gone beyond one that is purely platonic. Most, if not all of my best friends are girls, and, on the whole, people of the female sex usually find me nice, charming, funny, and overall, a good guy. I get along better with women than with men. I've found that men are usually more aggressive, less reasonable, and more prone to, for lack of a better word, idiocy. I am almost embarassed that I am one.
I'm not gay, if that's what you're thinking - I'm quite sure of that. I'm not homophobic either, which is probably what you thought when you read that last sentance.
And yet, despite the above and several other factors, I still have yet to ever be anthing more than a friend to any girl.
What the hell is this?
darkangel;
female;
16;
Benin;
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i came stupidly close to fucking my brothers best mate, then told him my secrets, about drugs and what ive done etc.. . then my brother found out and beat the shit out of his best mate, then he told him all my secrets, so my brother now knows exactly what ive done and blackmails me against my mom, i cant have one conversation with her without him saying something suggesting, making her really suspicious of me and not trust me at all. i know i deserve it for doing so much drugs and doing that to my brother in the first place, but i wish my brother would be a little sensitive.
krystn;
female;
19;
Canada;
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i'll admit i have a problem and i wont go to a therapist cause thats all bull shit. but i feel i owe it to men to fuck them and give them blow jobs whenever they want especially older guys, i dont know why though. i always use condoms and its not one of hose sex addict or fear of not being wanted things i just love sex and giving blow jobs and i know that men like that so they deserve to get what they want
free340;
female;
16;
United States of America;
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i hate myself. i just can't stand the way i am. i feel guilty about almost everything i do, and blame myself for all of my faults. i'm on medication for depression but it seems to be getting worse, i can barely get myself out of bed. and i'm having scary thoughts about hurting myself or orther people. sometimes i feel like i could literally kill someone.
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