Ok, I know I am new to this membership thing on this site and all, but I need to admit some horrible things to everyone here. I have been making comments about all of your admissions that haven't been too kind. I just wanna say that is only b/c my submissions to the site have been ignored by the staff and not posted. This hurt me and so I clammed up and got even more bitter. I think I hate people.

my cutting has been getting better better. my parents helping me out. thanks everyone for all ur help...mr cutter513...i have a reason....my best friend was murdered 2 months ago.....

i know you're my ex, and you're a total dickhead...but when i saw you tonight....you were hotter than EVER and i thought you were very hot when we were dating!!

this is really sick but i used to look at porn and get off to it, 3 or 4 times a day. i still masturbate, my therapist says it's a coping mechanism for anxiety. but i feel guilty. and i used to think peeing was sexy. i'd read literotica and look at pictures of people peeing their pants. it's really, really sick, i know... i've never told ANYONE and there's good reason.

i have a wonderful little girl.shes my life, but than boy that i had her by i hate. i used to love him buy i dont anymore. he still thinks i do. the only reason i havent left yet is because im afaid to be alone. i just dont love him anymore

My entire life is based around my weight. I am about 40 lbs overweight, and I completely let it destroy me. I can't go out in public without having an anxiety attack because I feel everyone's eyes burning into me, and I know that people have better things to think about than me, but I can;t help but feel like every single person I come accross is judging me or silently laughing at me. In the privacy of my own home, looking in the mirror, I really do hold my weight ok, and I have an okay face. It's just being out in public that turns me. I can't speak to people, I can;t eat in public, I am so overly concious of myself, and being hated for my looks that I have basically stopped leaving the house when I don't need to. I am currently on a diet, and my mom has an excercise machine I use, but that's not going to stop me from being such a freak about my high stress when I'm in public. Truthfully, I think I would be the same way even if I wasn't overweight,

im so happy with my life. im single 48 male i'm afraid now im going to die, this is my punishment for being so dam happy.. what sould i do!!!!!! i never knew being single could be so good just me and my dogs and my imagination im nuts life is good

I'm kinda in a fight with my freinds, they both have girlfriends and so do i but there girlfreinds are bestfreinds and it seems like they never want 2 hang out with me any more (1 of them i have been friends with since i was 7 and the other since 11 now i'm 15)i feel that i'm lossing my best friends to a couple of girls that aren't gonna matter in a while I dont want 2 make the wrong decsion, because i think i have done to much 4 them. 1 time we get introuble and i took the fall and this trouble wasn't a joke, and they seem not to even appresheate it so i dont know what to do another thing is there not the kinda guyz that you can say