I found someone to teach me how to dance! I'm going out dancing tonight! I'm so excited! Out of curiosity:

Sometimes I think I am doing better but then I realize I am asleep and will have to wake up soon. I have to put on my happy face and show to world that I am strong and happy. I fool the world. I have to...

Hi well thanks for some of the advice and coment from my last e-admit, although some where less than nice. i just wanted to thank the people who where honest and caring for real advice. an update is that I am still very turned on by the fact my son watches me and am hot most of the time i still wear less clothes than i propably should and dont hide my body when around him. I think im becoming an exhibitionist as i now try to tease men anywhere I flashed these guys on the train over the weekend and got an amazing responce from there faces!!! altho i have only and will only show my son everything I cant get him out of my head and know i will never do more than let him watch me we both enjoy the show and seems that he enjoys it as much as me.anyway thanks again any comments are great email me or post coments on here hope to hear from you all emliy xxx

It seems overdramatic, but it would mean a lot if you'd just read this. I don't think I have truly been happy in 4 years. I feel like I am a ridiculously fake person. I think I only have one real friend...I just smile around everyone and act like I'm happy. They believe it easily enough. It makes it easier for them. There are only two things that I want. The first is that I could be as pretty and skinny as people tell me I am. I have actually thought about anorexia. I know it's a terrible thing...I'm not too keen on the whole 'death' part. Maybe something like controlled anorexia. I just want to get rid of my belly. The second thing that I want is attention. That sounds really pitiful, but it would just be amazing. Since I was tiny I've felt like my parents paid more attention to my siblings than me. I tried to explain this to my mother, but she waved me away and said "I love you and I've never treated you differently." I've never breathed a word of that to anyone.

i'm goin out with a girl(its been a month)i have nothin 2 complain about but about 4 months before i had a long relationship that ended randomly and i took it bad and i barley talk 2 the girld who broke up with me 5 months ago and i missh er

three days ago i noticed that my vagina was itching a lot. i know... gross. i thought maybe i had just accidently cut myself, but when i looked closer there were these very tiny bumps, prolly around 10 of them. they are sooo small. i have a gynocologist, but i told her i was a virgin and she's never givin me a real exam. im really really scared. i've cried since i've noticed themi dont want to tell the gyno, and i REALLY don't want to have to end up telling my mom. i think im just going to ignore them the best i can and if they get worse... well i dont know what i will do. im just praying to God they will GO AWAY. has anyone else had this problem? or any advice? please only things that are helpful, as i already feel bad enough. thank you.

I don't know what to do anymore. Lately, I hate ALL my friends. Every single one of them. They're rude to me, talk about me behind my back, say mean things to me to my face, make promises and then break them, point out every flaw of mine, and basically I have never felt worse about myself in my entire life. When i'm with them, i have to watch what i say, what i do, and how i act just so they can't negatively judge me later on (even though they tend to do this anyways). I'm basically tired of feeling like crap every day and its taking a huge mental toll on me. Just for once in my life, i want to feel wanted and accepted. And i also want to feel like i can trust people because thats one thing i have never experienced in my life.

I just got out of a relationship, and I still have serious feelings for the person, and can't get them out of my head, but they moved away. And now I can't seem to get into another relationship because all I think about is how he was better and he is the only person on my mind when dating someone else. I try to date other people, but I just pick at the smallest things like, his personality, his looks, maturity, anything. No one is good enough . What should I do ?