I love Ecstacy. My parents and little sister (who is only a couple years younger) found out I had used and I told them it was only a one time thing and it wouldn't happen again. But I have done it more than a couple of times and everytime I can get it I do, and I look forward to doing it again. I love the way it makes me feel and the way my confidence is so high like I can achieve anything I set my mind to. Is it wrong of me to lie to my family when my sister looks up to me? to like it so much? and to not want to quit? I've done hours of research and I am not stupid about my consumption of the drug unlike some people that pop anything

He's twice my age. He's married and so am I. Besides-I never thought in a million years he'd like me in the same way I liked him or cheat even if he did. I never thought I would cheat-even though in my head I already did. I had to see him every morning for five years and my attraction for him never left-seeing him was like an adiction-I was a mess if I didn't see him-Only no one knew-I kept this all inside. The fantasy of him-the idea of him grew and grew. After 5 long years I for whatever reason told him how he made me feel-depite knowing we were both married. He felt the same-we hooked up-We both love each other but know we can't be together-our children-our families-the age difference is too much for most to handle. We are both in unhappy marriages for our kids, but long for each time we can steal away together. Yes morally it is wrong and if we love each other we should just be together-I know kids are resilient too-but it is what it is-this is the only time I speak of it.

I have been an unstable person for around 4 years now. I am on drugs and done a lot of stuff that i am not proud of. To most people who are not close to me I look perfect. I go to a very good university and I make excellent grades. My parents know that I have issues. they think that all i do is smoke pot and drink but actually I am on coke and ecstacy. I have bipolar disorder but I hate taking my medicene it makes me feel wierd. I wanted very much to stop being self destructive but it is harder than what I thought. I feel like a terrible person for making my parents worry about me. I dont want therapy or rehab! Can I get off drugs and keep my bipolar disorder under control by myself.

sometimes i get these small epiphanies that i use every day like today things dont matter.. nothing matters.. everything will be okay and then another day ill be like i have the right to be pissed and sad .. like i just have different things and i guess it makes me a hypocrite cus on the days im like everythings gonna be okay.. i tell other ppl CHILL OUT .. ITS GONNA BE OKAY and then on the days that im sad.. i get psd at everyon thats okay.. i dont understand .. is this normal? i really just wanna be happy.

My wife screwed around on me (a lot) while I was overseas and in the military. It was rough but we stayed together. I was faithful. It's been 10 years now and I started seeing call girls. I don't feel guilty.

!!!Class Attendance Required!!! What's the best way to ensure good class attendance? That's right, fall head over heals for your college prof.! He's older, wiser and intrigues you beyond imagination. Thats me right now. The semester is almost over and I can only hope I bump into him again and again. Call me crazy, but I think he enjoys my flirting too. But I try to be so subtle so I don't know. Does this really happen all the time? I can't imagine not seeing him, will this go away after the semester is over? If it doesn't is it more than a crush,is it love? is it obsession? I have more in common with him than anyone I've ever met. He is old enough to be my father and I don't care!

I am dating my close friends ex- boyfriend. He was her everything. I helped in nursing her back to sanity just about a year ago. I would love to be able to stop seeing him, but I honestly feel like we work amazingly together. I want more than anything to be able to share this with my friends, but I can not imagine them all stoning me. I just wish I could come clean and tell them. I am a coward.

I've been making out with my cousin, we did it a couple of times. and now i'm sexually attracted to her... I don't love her but i want to have sex with her... It seems that she wants it to. I don't know if I should... one part of me wants it, but the other part tells me it's a huge problem. I mean What if she gets pregnant? So Should I have sex with her?