I often go on reckless motorcycle rides and tell people that i like the thrill or that riding calms me down, but i actually only do it in the hopes of being in a fatal accident. I'm too weak to hit something on purpose or take my life any other way. I have a loving family and very close friends but the only thing i know for sure is that i want to die, I'm seeing professionals and I've been on many different medications but nothing changes the fact that i just don't want to live.

Im 13 and I still watch Spongebob, Tom and Jerry, ect. Is that bad for my age? I don't always want to be a kid you know.

I'm 18 and I've never been asked out by anyone that hasn't been a creeper looking for a quick hookup. I asked my first and only boyfriend out, and I made most of the effort during the relationship. I know it's selfish, but for once I want to feel desired. I want to be wooed like I actually am worth the time. I don't want to constantly be the only one the cares, the only one that puts any effort or thought into the relationship. Is that bad? It's such a first world problem, but it makes me feel ugly and horrible when I see my friends all constantly getting dates or SO's and I never even get so much as a glance.... Am I really that awful?

sure ill e-admit I'm an awkward odd unusual non normal person cause I am mentally handicapped and so I literally wake up every morning just as someone who deserves to be ridiculed and such just for being myself. I do wish to improve myself but every day is just the same. it just sucks knowing that you are truly messed up you know it when you go out in public just to have people just staring at you cause you have this disability that make you stick out like a sore thumb literally and so constantly stared at and ridiculed and targeted by bullies constantly.

When I was 7, i was badly influenced from people from school. I learned everything that i wasn't supposed to know. Like swearing, porn, etc.. I searched and watched them for a year and I was addicted. I even masturbated because it took me over as a girl. I learned about anime so that turned into hentai/anime porn. I was depressed at the age of 10 because of dumb things that caught my heart like vine and emotional abuse. At 11 i tried smoking and to this day I can't stop coughing. I'm 11 right know with tones of knowledge good and bad. DO YOU DISGUST ME BECAUSE IM STILL A CHILD AS 11

i never wanted to hurt her. i suggested to my girlfriend we not spend the night together so she could spend time with friends. i wanted her to be happy without me because one day i may not be there. i don't want her to be sad. now, i've screwed up and hurt her. we're still together, but i don't know how to fix this. i'm an idiot.

I'm -only- 19 and I've already threw my life away.

I went behind my fiance's back and told my best friend that I love him. The thing about it is: now that I have made sure that there is no way my fiance will ever find out, I dont feel guilty at all. I never did. I never will. I love him, but I love my fiance as well. I have been with my fiance sense before i met my best friend, yet I feel more guilt over loving my fiance than I do my best friend. I think i want to call off the engagement, but I don't want to hurt him. But more than anything, I want to be with him. I don't know what to do. I'm depressed, stressed, anxious, and exhausted. I feel like I would be better with my friend. But im scared of getting hurt. Of hurting my almost husband. Im scared i wont be enough for my best friend..