i make up songs and rumors about people because it makes me feel good and happy inside

Quiet and shy I am, barely speaking because I dare not disturb the universe. I wish I could shout. I wish I could yell my feelings from the peak of every mountain, from the roof of every building... I wish you knew. I wish you ALL knew. But mostly I wish YOU knew. I hope she loves you at least half as much as I do.

k....I'm glad I found this website, cuz I've been having trouble, you see, I've lead a sheltered life, so I never got into the dating thing, but I find both of my female cousins very attractive. I think my cousins are attracted to me(in fact I've had one of them say they'd be my gfriend if we weren't cousins). So I don't know what I should do. I've had sexual curiosity questions with my cousin and she asked me too, it was kinda embarrassing at first, but after it got going it was nice to have that kind of freedom even with a family member. Please let me know what you think.

I finally found the man of my dreams after 13 years of a horrible relationship. We had a child. When the child was 4 months old...he cheated on me with my brother's fiance'. I think he will continue to cheat...I therefore try to manipulate any of his plans and keep track of his every move (through various sources). I have yet to be unfaithful, yet always contemplate. I feel very insecure and only stay with him because of our child. Should I always feel this way and go behind his back? My latest tactic is to get information from his oldest daughter (age 30) and his brother...who unwittingly tell me things they think I already know.

17, female: I have been sleeping with my beest freind(who is a girl) every weeekend for the last two years, however we have both been in long term relationships with guys. i love my guy but lust my girl.

i really dont like any of my friends. sometimes i think i am too nice and thats why they think they can walk all over me. there is no one in my life right now who i can talk to or look forward to being around. im never happy anymore, but i dont cry a lot either. i just try to get through each day and i end up sleeping a lot. i dont know whats wrong with me, but the things i used to enjoy i dont care for anymore, and i cant seem to get excited about anything. i just wish things would go back to how they used to be when i felt different

1. When I dont have maxi pads on hand I use socks and tissue 2. I use mascara to darken my roots 3. I use socks for washcloths when all mine are dirty 4. I wear my bra for a week without taking it off 5. I play with my buggars and examing phelgm that I cough up 6. I like to pop pimples and examine the contents especially on my ass 7.I fart and blame it on others 8. My executive friends think im so classy 9. I drop food on the floor and continue cooking with it 10. I dont wash my hands after I use the bathroom, then I go to cook 11. I dont floss I am a public figure in my area alot of people know me. Im gross. You will never guess who I am.

I'm graduating at the end of this school year from college. It's time for me to make some big decisions about my life, such as where I am going to live. I have awesome friends that I'm not quite ready to leave, and a family that I love very much. My family sounds like they will follow me where I go. I would like to try living somewhere else. Do I branch out or just stay with my friends?