I get off from thinking about someone raping me. Ive lied to almost everyone i know that i have been raped...but really i havent...and i dont know why...probably for attention..

I befriended someone based on physical attraction, then grew to like them as a good friend. The problem is, I am not sure if he is gay so there is a possibility by admitting I like him, I could ruin the friendship. Also, we live on the same floor of the same appartment building, which could make things awkward later. This is the fourth or so time I have befriended someone because I was attracted to them... and I let the others slip away (partly because I moved away for college.) I think most of this comes from the fact I have been single for two years, and my last relationship ended in a terrible bout of infidelity on his part... :(

A couple months ago I met a guy through a friend of a friend and we really hit it off. It didn't hurt that I think he's totally hot and want to fuck him. Last night a bunch of us (including the hot guy) celebrated our friend's birthday with LOTS of alcohol and going to a club. During the pre-party, I found out that the hot guy got some girl pregnant before we met. Because of their culture, he was forced to marry her-they got married last weekend. Well, while we were all ass drunk at the club, I found myself alone with him at the bar. He started feelin' up on me and saying that he only married the girl because he got her pregnant, but didn't really care about her. After trying to fight him off, I gave in and made out with him. I would've gone farther, but he's married! I feel HORRIBLE and am so afraid that karma is going to bite me in the ass. I kissed a married guy less than a week after he got married with his preganant wife in the next room!

i NEED to go and see the lad that i like so much but what if he's gone off me..... what if he's got someone else it's all tearing me apart comment please!!!

i am so annoyed!!! there is a girl that is supposedly my "best friend" yet all the time she bitches aboout me. i'm not retalyating at all and just playing it calm but then she gets two guys that i like flirting with her and i try my hardest to get their attention. she is a stuck up fat cow and i'm so ANNOYED!!!

I just moved in with my boyfriend and everything's great except that he has a cat. I hate cats with a passion and would rather have a dog. I read that the average lifespan of an indoor cat is 15 years so it looks like I'm stuck with this one for another 12 years or so. I'm thinking of lacing her food with antifreeze in order to hurry her into the great beyond. I figure he'll get over it soon enough with me and the new puppy to take his mind off it. If I don't get rid of the stupid cat our relationship is doomed.

I have no discipline whatsoever. I coast through life. I lie to my friends and family, telling them I actually work for what I have, but I don't. I get A+s in courses without doing any work, without ever studying for any tests, and doing every assignment at the last possible minute. I tell people I study and work hard for each A+, but I don't. I'm in almost perfect shape even though I never pay attention to my diet and rarely exercise. I can eat all the junk food I want and I never gain any weight, I can eat nothing and never lose it. I'm stronger than some people I know who work out regularly, and I have very little fat on my body. I occasionally will spend a week or two doing nothing but work, study and exercise, but then I get tired and go back to not doing anything. I am lazy and have no discipline whatsoever, and I still have everything I want. I don't expect you to feel sorry for me, but I would like to change.

I registered to this website, just to tell people I don't know that I love a girl, and I'm afraid to be in love with her. I also want to make love to her and I feel like I'm sick in the head for that. I had no clue who she was months ago, but she knew who i was. and now it's ironic because I'd have no reason to live if she wasn't part of my life