KingV;
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6 weeks ago, my ex broke up with me 2 days after i came back from holiday. she said she didnt like me anymore. i felt ok then but after 3 weeks i realised how much i loved her. i've got a new gf now, its been 1.5 weeks and its going well and i like her, but im still in love with my ex. last night i went out with some friends and my ex was there 2, (my gf wasnt tho). i had some drinks and felt alright but i still blacked out 1.5 hours after my last drink. i didnt cheat on my gf, i just told my ex that i love her. over and over as dumb drunk people do. i cried in front of everyone and worst of all i cant remember it. i dont think my gf knows about this yet. 2morro in school is gonna b very bad, i know my ex doesnt like me but i love her more than i have ever loved anyone else, and my gf WILL find out whatever i try to do against it. i feel really really bad now and i've been talking 2 good friends about it and it still hasnt helped. anyways, thx for taking the time to read this.
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i love him so much that it hurts. i am not sure if i will ever have him, but i am willing to take the risk...and wait, and wait, and wait, and wish that one day, he'll realize that he can't live without me.
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I fell in love with someone. At first I thought it was just a crisis, an infetuation, a moment of weakness, something that will go away but almost two years had passed and I can not stop thinking about him. I am a married women, my husband loves me a lot, still brings me flowers (after almost 30 years marriage), coffee in bed. I had always being a serious, reliable, never cheated (I am not cheating physically now either) and I am genuinly a honest person. i had never felt this way about anyone. His sole presence makes me increadibly happy, we do not have to do anything not even to talk. I tried leaving my husband but he was recently diagnosed with a serious disease, I do not have the heart to do something like that now when he needs all the support he can possibly have. Still, when I think about my life ahead without my love, it is dark, no hope, I do not want to live it any more.
I can not tell this to anyone. He is a coworker, a friend and a good man. He doesn't know how I feel.
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A friend of mine just sent me a text message telling me that I left her cell phone lying on a dustbin and that someone could've stolen it and now she's really mad at me.
I was looking at her phone but i honetsly do not remember leaving it on a dustbin! I'm not positive but I'm sure that I gave it to someone, one of her friends but I can't remember who. Now she'll probably hate me!
I want to say sorry to her even though I don't think I did anything but I don't know if she'll believe me when I tell her I'm innocent.
What should I do? What should I say to her? Please reply in the comments section as I cannot register for some unknown reason.
Thanks
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I've been going to the doctor a bunch because I lost too much weight trying to escape my chubby days. Today she said my heart rate was getting all affected even though I've been gaining weight back, but I've just been lying to everyone about why I'm going to the doctor. It's...embarrassing, and I wouldn't like people talking about me behind my back.
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A friend of mine just started buying weed from my boyfriend, so she goes and sees him when I don't. I really don't want them hanging out with me because I want him to...I don't know...be mine I guess. Point is, I really shouldn't have this weird jealousy-complex thing, but I just can't stand the thought of them being friends and getting high together. It's selfish though, so I can't say anything.
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Recently i went over to my cousins house to stay while my parents were on holiday. the first night my cousins sister convinced me to have sex with her. i felt really dirty after but also kinda enjoyed it. i know its wrong but now i want her again.
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I was attacked by someone I knew, and i went to the police. I told them what happened but i changed one rather major thing because i thought the way that it ACTUALLY happened sounded too far-fetched. It went to court and I lied, I stuck to my slightly amended story. He got off.
I hate myself for this, was I wrong to do this? Or is it forgivable?
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