For the first time in my life, I think I'm experiencing depression. I'm attractive and intelligent but can't get a date because I don't really know how to meet women, I feel like I'm wasting my life every second I'm not working on some project, and I've only been with one girl my whole life and even then it was two and a half years ago. I think I've regained my virginity at this point. It wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't so horny all the time... on the other hand, I don't want just a hookup, I want to fall in love again and it seems like it will never happen. I hope things change soon, because it seems like it's harder to meet people when I'm depressed and can't be myself.

Only 1000 characters?! :( This will never fit lolz. Anywayz, I'll try to make this as short as possible. My boss is like 40 years old. I'm 18. I am certain he has/had a crush on me. (Probably doesn't now, it's been 1 week since I've seen him. He's on vacation. Might've gotten back with his ex or is prolly sleeping around like the slut that he is xD) Thing is when he hit on me, I never acted as if I was interested. But I so am. And I think I've lost my chance (what chance -_- lol obviously no chance for a relationship here unless it's just sexual) But yeah... He should be back in about a week.. And I think he'll stop hitting on me cuz he thinks I'm not interested.. I also wanna leave this job by the end of this month (in about 3 weeks) But that has nothing to do with him. I'm thinking I should just leave things the way they are... Continue to deny him if he's still interested. But I never take chances and my life is so boring and monotonous.. Do you think I should go for it?

I'm in love with my best friend. I've told her and wa dated for 2 months. Suddenly, she wasnt sure how she felt about me, and rather than leave me in wait, we broke up by her word. Since then our friendship bond feels tighter than ever, and it freaks me out. Another woman is interested in me and so me and her started dating, But she knows how much I still care about my best friend and I told her upon getting together that If my best friend ever asked me back i would go in a heartbeat. She accepted it and things have been going ok with us dating. It's weird having feelings for both of them, but truly wanting my best friend more than the woman im dating. I feel really screwed up in my mind, like im leading a double life sometimes. It's a head trip to say the least.

I worked at a religious organization for a few years. During that time, I took cash from some vending type machines which I was in charge of. I feel really guilty about this and heave learned a lot from this experience. I'm asking God to forgive my sins.

everyone around me has been going through a lot of change professionally, and i wonder if this is some sort of sign that maybe i should change jobs too. my dad just got an offer to work at a company doing more of the stuff that he's fond of, and my friend just quit his job to work in the private sector (he currently works for the govt. but hasn't been learning as much). my mom also got her contract job extended to mid-November. for those that haven't jobs, they're either doing really well (my sister just got a promotion) or are taking steps to make sure they get a better job in the futrue (my friend just started grad school). in addition, there's been quite a few people leaving my company recently, and most of them are getting a much higher salary in their new jobs. this is really scary since the company had a total of 50 employees at one point, and 4 people left in the past two months alone. i have no idea what to do.

I have promised myself to lose somewhere between 8-12 pounds in the next 15 days.Guess its time to starve myself.Anyways lets see if I can do it or not.

Me and my cousin, both guys went to the same school, in our senior year he and I had sexual relations many times. We didn't think anybody knew about it, untill our first class reunion, my cousin didn't attend. All was going ok untill some of the guys I was talking to asked if my cousin was still screwing me. I left shortly after that.

I hate my mother! I was invited to go to church with my boyfriends family and she said ok. My dad's b-day is the 10th and my beau's dad's b-day is the 12. I was going to stay home and be with my dad for his b-day and go to church on sunday with my beau's dad for his...but my mom is saying that i don't love my dad and that i would rather be around my beau's dad and she makes me cry more than i have in years. I HATE HER! she always makes me feel like a child. I hate it! I can't wait till i move out