I have lots of plutonic friends but never been in a romantic relationship. I don't feel very sexual. For a long time, I thought I might be gay but am not sure. I still feel I don't want to jump into a relationship and have let the opportunity pass by, because I'm scared of making a wrong decision. Perhaps I'm scared of letting someone see how insecure and scared I am. I don't know what to do to get out of this rut and move on with my life. I've lots of friends and colleagues, but don't feel very close to any of them. It really hurts sometimes. I've thought about ending things....that makes me cry sometimes. I'm scared of just being a "lost cause" and pushing my friends away because of feeling so down. I just wish I knew what to do. The worst of it is that I'm going to be a doctor - people relying on me. The "work" me is so much different to the personal me.

i have to admit when i saw what happened in new orleans my first thought was "let the yanks drown" then after i saw the devestation i felt guilty and a certain person came to mind and i thought - well its their own fault for voting him in again - i honestly think if clinton was in power less lives would have been lost. i now feel great sympathy for those who lost everything and now have nothing, how can the richest country in the world end up looking like and treating its citizens like theyre in poverty...... ....negligence?

I have a hot secretary, driving me wild, been bitting my tongue forever, how long can this last???

After i have played football i avoid the shower, so that the other guys don't see my 3.5 inch penis.

I call you at home while your at work just hear your voice because I miss you, but I don't leave a message. How do I get over you?

I eat way too much. I'm not fat or anything probably due to how much sport i play. But in the evening i come home and have a huge plate of pasta or chicken and chips or sausages. Then at around 8 i'm hungry again and i order chinese food, enough to feed 2 people. Even then i still make toast later at night. Yesterday i had grapefruit for my breakfast, a footlong sub for my dinner then in the evening i had a pasta bake that serves 3-4 people, Sweet and sour spare ribs, egg fried rice and a spring roll. Two packets of crisps, 6 slices of toast with butter and a swiss roll.

I met my true love about two years ago, and being hurled in and out of bullshit relationships for most of my life, I knew that this one was the very thing I wanted most in life, but I have lied so much in the past two years to him, that I think he is catching on to my world of crap! my boyfriend loves a bad girl type, a slut to be very frank! and for the past two years I have lead him to believe that I have been a very naughty girl. sleeping with over a thousand people, doing things to him in his sleep. he totally gets off on the stories I tell him, and now it is becoming the only thing that makes him want to sleep with me. I know if I told him the truth he would only blow-up and leave my ass for lying to him, but I have to find the self respect within my self to try to make things right! if I don't I know it will only blow up in my face. can anyone give me any advice? sincerely MsShaggwell.

I have been dating a married man for three years. His wife knows and he is comfortable with this. I am going to be 30 in two weeks and I always thought I would be married by then. I got very lonely tonight and I participated in an online porn site session. I feel very bad about cheating on him this way. I missed him so much.