i was not the baddest kid but i did some bad things. this guy a friend of mine knew asked to be fronted something. he got quite a bit with the promises of my friend and i to make a good amount of money. 2 days later he was no where to be found and we wanted the money that was promised 24 hours before. eventually someone called us knowing we were looking for the guy and told us where he was at. we showed up and he was alone, no one was around. i grabbed my baseball bat and my friend walked up to him, my friend started yelling. i walked up to him and smacked him in the stomach with the bat. he fell over and we kicked him over and over. when we stopped, i hit hit one more time with the bat and walked away. for years i told people about this and they all laughed, i laughed. now i don't laugh. we were so stupid back then.

I posted before about being a porn hound and oogling hot guys, so maybe this will explain some of that. In 2006 my partner and I will have been together 10 years, (which is also our age difference--I'm the younger.) But we haven't tried to have sex of any kind since 2002. He has a lot of problems with it because of what happened to him during a really bad 14 year marriage (to a crazy woman!) The times we have tried to make love, I feel like it's torture for him, but he only does it for me because he loves me. But I can't make love with someone who doesn't want to; I'm already self-conscious enough as it is. So, that's why the guy-watching and the porn. But I don't know how much longer I can hold out. I love him so much. We've been through a lot together, and I don't want to cheat on him. We even tried counseling, but he wanted to stop, so we did. I get so sad and depressed over this sometimes, feeling alone with no one to talk to about it.

Well,she didn't talk to me for 2 months.And neither did I.I had almost began to miss her.And really wanted to get back with her.Then the boy whom she had been previously been involved with came back and she came so dressed up it seemed she was coming to a party and not to attend the class.Ironically,she talked to me the very same day.She wanted something done for her.And it became all clear.She just used me.Despite all my goodwill all I was to her was a doormat.And now suddenely I feel free.I need her no more.Wow!its euphoric.

I live a blessed life. My children are healthy, my wife is beautiful, I make a good wage, I have a job I like. I work from home, and set my own hours. We are healthy, attractive, and look 10 years younger than our age. I suspect that we are both borderline geniouses, and are children are as well. Here is the catch, we do nothing for anyone else. We did not give to the Tsunami relief effort, we don't jump in to the public complaint of the War in Iraq though we are strongly against it. And I doubt that we will offer anything to New Orleans. We consume much more than our fair share of resources on the planet, think about it from time to time, and then continue doing it. We have turned our back on the church, and also on God. I play video games a large portion of the day, and work out other times. My life is blessed, and yet seemingly empty. This is not a complaint. Don't even think of pittying me. I have a great life, I'm just a bit ashamed of how I've chosen to live it.

Problem: I am in love with a co-worker. We work in a small company (60 people or so) and I am in a different department than her. However, she has a boyfriend. Worse still, they live together. We have never gone out, nor shared an intimate moment, but I have feelings for her despite it all. I doubt we have a chance together, but I can't help how I feel. It is hard for me to imagine dating anyone else, so I sit here... a workaholic, in love with someone I can never have.

I feel that most christens are hypocrites and I have never seen anything to make me think otherwise. Let me start by saying I was to be a self proclaimed “hardcore” Christ follower. In fact I became disillusioned with the church after devoting a lot of my time and effort to helping. I am 19 and spent a lot of my high school years attending, helping and in fact almost running, the youth group at my local church. Yet after all of this I was an outcast. I never felt so alone in a large group of people. They didn’t care about me, they didn’t talk to me. How could they talk so long about love and serving others and so torment one in there midst? Now some I talk to say that I was in it for the wrong reasons, that I should have put my love for god above such things. I should have been there first and foremost to worship and love god. Is that what religion should be? I left and never looked back. Should I give up my faith because of people? If people make the body of Christ...

I met my female friend's college friend, "Sally", a few weeks back. We were just chatting, when one of the guys mentioned that we were going to Las Vegas over Labor Day weekend. So I had only known Sally for like 30-45 minutes, and I go ahead and invite her to come along with us. Well, I hang out with the same crowd the next day (minus Sally), and they remark on how unusual it was that I would invite someone I hardly knew on a trip to Las Vegas.. So yeah, Sally's pretty attractive, but I thought I was just being friendly. According to them, though, I'm not THAT friendly.

Is it possible to be with someone and still be lonely? Because I do have a girlfriend, I still find myself lonely and bored sometimes. I mean she's great and everything, and I would never cheat on her but sometimes it would be nice to have another person to chat with. All my friends are married and have kids so not a lot going on there. I've been approached by women who were interested in me romantically but when I told them I was with someone they lost interest. I don't know, I'm considering taking out an ad on one of those online dating websites and look for someone to talk to on there but I'm not sure how well that'll go over.