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i feel that everything in this world is pointless. there is no solution to this life, it just goes on day by day and never ends. when will this be over and make myself live on the other part of the life? i have been thinking about suicide, except i would miss my bf and family, maybe friends. but this is soooo pointless living. i already failed my 9th grade.
wraith41;
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United States of America;
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Theres this girl i just met, shes really cool and awsome. i wanna ask her out but, she is like different from me. she is like 100% church going and all that. i havent been to church since i was 5. Shes not a partier either. She dosnt drink or smoke. Shes totally opposite from me. what should i do!!??
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i'm in love with j.n. i know it's only recent, and it may be fleeting. i want to steal him from his man, but i know i shouldn't. his boyfriend is one of my better friends here, and i really don't want to hurt him. but their relationship is so rocky, and i know that j.n. flirts with me sometimes. i just wish he'd drop his boyfriend and be with me. and i wish i had the guts to tell him that. if it wouldn't cause a catastrophic rift between everybody here this summer, i would totally do it. i just want to touch him, hold him, kiss him, be there for him, and share everything with him. i know he's attracted to me on some level, and i just wish he'd act on it. i just can't break up a relationship. but is that what he wants? an excuse out of his relationship? i don't know, writing out this confession is kind of helping with all of this. why does this shit have to suck so much? we're attracted to each other; i don't know if he's attracted to his boyfriend anymore. i want him.
grace;
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17;
United States of America;
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i hate my life, everything i try in my life doesn't work. i want to die and i cry every night wishing that nobody would notice. i got rejected from my ex -boyfriend i had during the last few months. i hate everything about myself, even the fact that i'm asian.
anonomous2874;
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I think I'm really depressed. I would never think about causing any harm to myself, but I just don't know what to do. My best friend, more like a sister, keeps telling me she doesn't know how to deal with me when I'm like this. She's just making me feel worse about everything. She'll listen to me, but I don't want her to tell me I sound so depressed. I don't know what to do with her. I can't tell her to butt out, because I know she cares so much. It's just a hard situation. I need to solve things for myself and she needs to be patient. No matter what I say when I bring this stuff up, I upset her. She says that she can't do anything right. It's so frusterating to deal with someone who loves you so much and is just trying to help.
Bi_nympho;
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37;
United States of America;
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Many of the members here can be brutal or brutally honest. Which is what makes E-admit a viable site. I have decided to take my pregnancy full term and give my baby up for adoption. My girlfriend and our husband are both very supportive in this decision. As a number of respondents have made me painfully aware….No child deserves to grow up as my child. I’ve made my bed and I will sleep in it.
At the time my baby is born, I will undergo a “tubal ligation”, so this never happens again. It is the same procedure my girlfriend had….I should have had it done years ago.
My hormones predicate my sexual behavior. If I have to take drugs over sex…..I’ll take sex, There are less physical side effects. However, the emotional side affects of my current predicament may well scar me for eternity.
I think I’m doing the right thing, thanks to the members of E-admit and my girlfriend/ wife and our husband.
P.S.
I’m not a “Prostitute / Whore”(any more)…..That was a brief mistake I m
Easycruise;
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16;
Somewhere on Earth;
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I have started taking the combined pill.. i have remembered to take it so far & usually around about the same time, but this morning i was a little hungover & decided to go for breakfast with my parents. They don't know I'm on the pill so i hid it ready to take at the right time.. but then cos I just had it not in the packet it started to melt so i ended up taking it a hour early without having eaten anything. Does anyone think this was wrong or could of messed up anything? Thanks x
freakychild;
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21;
United States of America;
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i've not had a proper date in two and a half years, by my own choice. But, i broke ritual and had one last night. that wasn't the bad part, the bad part was that the female (insert derogitory expletive here) was as arguementative as anyone could ever be.
this was the same girl that i used to date way back when, we decided to have another go at it, and i *bleeping* hated it.
i really just wanted to reach over at the theatre and hit her in the jaw.
though i didn't do that, i did lay into her verbally rather harshly, after suffering her presence through the movie and an expensive dinner. i told her roughly, "if you want to be a B#!*&, you could have done that with someone else. you could have done that to someone who you didn't have to depend on for a ride back to your house. find you're own way home, i'm gone"
i feel not the least bit sorry for stranding her at midnight nearly 30 miles from her house. not one bit.
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