I have some very deep emotions for 2 different people. I feel so guity on the inside for feeling the way I do and I don't want to hurt either person, both of which care about me in their own ways. The weight of the world is on my shoulders and Its changing the person I am. I'm driving friends away because of my nuerotic thinking and nothing good is coming of this. Sometimes, I wish I just didn't exist. It would make the world better for so many.

I do not love my fiance anymore. His breath, azz and dick smells bad. His phallus smells like a baby elephant ran up in it and died. His breath puts me in a coma for two weeks at a time and his azz has SMELLED better days. He has money issues. I am always paying for everything. Everytime we go out, i pay. Everytime we travel, I pay. Everytime he needs money for bills, I pay. Yet, I am in love with this loser. Do not get me wrong, I am a very attractive female. I can have any man I want. Yet, I am stuck on stupid with this loser. On top of that, I might be pregnant with his baby. Things need to get better or I think I need to leave him. I am eight years older than him but this relationship is wearing me down mentally, physically and financially. I can do better. I dont need no smelly dick man in my life. Lord, when does he bathe? In all the time, Ive known him, Ive seen him bath one time. What makes him think I want a smelly, stank di.. in my pu..y? I need help.

So many times i just want to run away! I can't stand how I am being treated at home. My parents make me feel like I am a child but I'm not. I can't stand it. I don't really want to run away...cuz I have no where to go...but I don't really want to stay here either...what should i do?

It's easy when you are young, changing point of view. A small childs car is just as important as the airplane sitting on the same taxi way. That was the thought that entered my head when I saw her. Small girl, no more than 10, coming in on Angel Flight (A network of pilots that donate travel for medical cases.) Thats when I saw that something was out of place. I don't know exactly what, but surely something very important. It would be easy if I was simply loosing my faith, but I've never had much of that to begin with. Something new has been brought to my attention, and I can't get it out of my head. "Why is there something rather than nothing and why is the sky so slient."

If someone did something bad to you is it right to pray that something bad happens to them?Its divine intervention.Not something you did directly yourself.

i was honest with my mom about getting a ticket for underage drinking. I could've taken care of it without her ever knowing, but i didnt want her to somehow find out about it from someone else. Now, being honest is blowing up in my face. I really don't want to drink at least for a year since I'm now on probation, and when my dad found out he was really sad and it made me feel bad. But now my mom never lets me go out anywhere. i have to be home at 10:30. I can't spend the night anywhere either. She keeps talking about it, and i don't really want to anymore. She yells at me everyday and its pissing me off. She's taught me never to be honest again. Parents out there, don't make your kids want to lie to you.

I have been this guy for about four months. A few weeks ago I found out that he had a fiance from some of his friends. Soon after, he sent me a forwarded email with her name and address attached. So, since I had her email, I wrote to her and told her all the gross details of our relationship. I wrote it partly out of spite and partly out of wanting to help her get out of a bad relationship. I feel so totally abandoned, because I am SO in love with him and I just want his fiance to leave him, so that I can have him.

I'm addicted to internet porno. I like it all.. Although I do not spend money on it, I think it is warping my expectations of my wife. I wonder how many of you are addicted to porno?