Alright guys I need to just share this already, its killing me inside and I feel like death- I drank way too much this weekend. I've always liked my GF's mom, all of their family is attractive. I told that to my gf on day one of seeing her and she is ok with that. It seems there has been sexual tension between us and that I wasn't making it up in my head. You have to understand that This woman is amazingly hot! And she's also tons of fun. She is the epitome of a MILF. Well I got my wish yesterday in a drunk blur one thing really did lead to another and then we ended up in the sack for a mind-blowing session. It was all that I imagined but way better. I am 21 and she is in her mid 40's I thought she wanted me since we met but I thought that was just in my head ( wishful thinking ) Everything was great it really was but why do I feel so guilty? Maybe I liked it too much and I want round two. What do I do next- I dont know how this whole thing works- I am so confused.

I finally got this guy to like me and not be afraid of having a relationship. He wasnt very good at showing affection or really just being a "boyfriend" if thats even what you would want to call him. So, i turned to one of my guy friends for attention and I ended up staying at his house. I live in a small town and he knew about it within a few days. I didnt really think that technically we were bf and gf so I wasnt sure how he would react to it, it wasnt good. He wont take my calls, look at me in a store or anything. He came by this morning to drop off some stuff I left at his place but didnt come inside. I guess I didnt realize how much he actually did like me. Now I'm thinking what I did was a terrible thing to do. I am sincerely sorry and wish that he would talk to me and give me a chance to explain myself.

Ok...So i recently i met this girl that i am completely crazy about. Me and her have gotten together a couple times. But nothing serious yet. However i hope to make something serious out of it. Though, tonight a girl i had always had fantacized about being with told me she thought i was hot, and wanted to "get together." Should i go with the girl i really like, or the hotty thats completely my primal desire. Or Both? I fear upsetting the girl i like alot.

I'm 48 years old and have never had a love relationship, that is being with a woman I loved who loved me in return. I don't know why it's so hard to find love. I know the whole mess about self-esteem and self-confidence, But internalizing it and really believing that I am worthy are very difficult. The thing that really angers me is that I seem to be invisible to women until they're 70+ years old or after they leave a crappy relationship and I'm there to pick up the pieces. Why can't they see me before Mr. Wonderful runs them through the meat grinder?

I think im in love

today i was finally having a good day for the first time in a long time. Then i went to pick up my sister from one of her classes, and i parked in the "A" parking lot to wait, even though i didn't have a sticker. I figured it would be okay because i would only be parked for 5 mnin at the most, and the parking lot was practically empty. Then this oldler lady hollered from her car at me "HEY! DO YOU HAVE A STICKER?!" i said no, i was waiting to pick someone up who would be out shortly, and she replied, "WELL WAIT SOMEWHERE NOT IN A PARKING LOT, SO US PEOPLE WITH STICKERS HAVE SOMEWHERE TO PARK!" so i waited in the aisle, why there were a million other spots. That lady ruined my whole day. I was nice and didn't say anything, but now i wish i would have, bc she made me feel awful. WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST BE NICE!?

im such a lazy arse. honestly, i dont know why im so lazy, im not fat or slobby, im just lazy. i dont want to work, or cook or clean, or shower, or do anything, and most of the time i dont!

When my best friend died of cancer, the first thing i thought was how excited i was that something big had just happened. I was looking foreward to going to the funeral pretending to be sad. I thought finally, something different was happening in my life. It was the same thing when 9/11 happened. I was so gpddamn excited because something big was happening, and there was going to be a war, and bloodshed, and the monotany, boredom and routine of day to day life would be over. I really really hope theres another attack on us.