I'm so sad all the time. I'm always on the verge of tears, and my hearts always feels like its in my throat. It's painful. I don't want to have to grow up, and i don't want to go to college. I wish my mom wasn't always mad at me. I wish my dad would come home and stay. I don't think anyone would take me seriously if i told them how i felt. I wish i had a friend that would love me. I don't even care if i have a boyfriend. I just want a friend that really cares about me. I would end my life now if i weren't too scared i'd go to hell because it would make God mad, and also I have a little sister who i love dearly and she'd be crushed. I am afraid though that if i don't get help soon I'm going to run my car into a tree or slit my wrists not to kill myself. But so someone will realise that something is really wrong with me.

I just want to say that my life is basically in the toilet! ive been so depressed for the last three weeks, ive barely left my bed. I stay in bed all day an night, which isnt good, coz i should be at work! I feel guilty about not showing up and letting my colleagues down. My brother has decided not to pay me back the money he owes me. My ex has been a real asshole lately, getting nasty with me. An my lovelife is nonexistent. I try to find a nice partner to spend time with, but they all turn out to be players, who arenot looking for anything (apart from a quick root). Y cant people be honest anymore? Is it really that hard to tell someone the truth? Anyway as you can see, ive got some work to do in my life. An i pray that i can get motivated to change things for the better permanently. I also have a pot addiction and an alcohol problem, boy am i fucked up!!!??

One of the men from my husband’s last fishing trip has asked me to spend a week with him aboard his boat. The problem is, he wants just me and not my girlfriend. I want to go with him, but it doesn’t seem fair to leave my girlfriend behind. He’s beginning to act differently around me, very affectionate. I just hope he’s not falling in love or anything stupid like that. I can’t decide what to do. I told him I would let him know. I haven’t said anything to my hubby or girlfriend yet. Any help on this one?????

Me & my man are back together again but we have a problem. It's his problem actually. He can't keep it up like he used to. When we 1st got together he could go for 4 hours but now i'm lucky if he goes 15 min. Sometimes less. One time we were arguing he said it was my fault cause I gained weight (with our kids) & I wasn't attractive to him anymore. Later he said he told me that out of anger. Our sex life used to be really bad, we would have sex every month and a half or so & I need it at least twice a week. Now we use toys on me then he'll "finish". I want him to take Viagra or Cialis but he just makes excuses. Please comment on this guys & girls. Thank you.

my boyf that i do really like a lot today i started having doubts because he was being so annoying he just pissed me off. we've only been going out for a week and i want to give him a chance but it wont last and i know it because we have nothing in common or to talk about we just make out. i do really like him but if i know it wont work shouldnt i end it?

I have this really bad itchy rash around my mouth, I think I got it from this other girl that i made out with at a strip club in Detroit.

I get so angry when I have to listen to my co-workers think out loud. I really do like people, but its almost like the only way some of these guys can get their brain to work is to verbalize every little thing. It doesn't help that the person sitting right behind me doesn't understand how to work her computer. She keeps up a constant patter of "I want to open my file. I'm going to double click on the folder now. Now there is a window listing all the files. I'm looking for my file. There it is! Now I'll double click on it..." ARGH! It's REALLY hard not become an irate and sarcastic person!

i finally got this older guy to settle down and change his ways. he wants to make a commitment to me, which is great but now i am kind of freaked out. i still love my ex who i get along with so great, we are so compatible. im not sure why but something is telling me to not go back with him yet. but im afraid that if i go with the older guy i will get hurt, what do i do?