I have no idea what the hell is going on but now with me and my friends i feel like the odd man out, the 5th wheel! Everyone seems to be hooking up with people but not me no i get to be single for another decade. i dont know what i am doing wrong, i know your not supposed to worry about that stuff but it is really hard not to! I mean i just am getting really depressed about it and i dont know why. Is there anything i can do to make me not feel this way. I feel like leaving and burrying myself in a hole and never returning to see anyone.

There is this girl that I really like. We hangout a lot and have many of the same friends. I would like to ask her out but recently discovered that she has cancer and doesn't have but about four or five months to live. should I get involved in this relationship even though heart break is inevitable? Also, if she turns me down I'm afraid it would cause some awkward situations in our group.

I love him so much and he doesn't even pay attention to me anymore. All I want to know is...What is wrong with me? Why can't he love me? I'm afraid no one will ever love me.

I just want to say thanks to the people that e-admitted advice for me on my last e-admition. Just to let you all know i let him choose what would make him happy and so now we are apart. We are still friends and talk when we can. I know that we did the right thing because he would have been miserable had he kept dating me and i would not want that. i just hope that he is happy and finds someone that makes him happy

I just wanted to say. That if you feel you need to admit this online. you seriously need to think about some psychiatry with a professional. Everyone has problems everyone makes mistakes. But there is no point in feeling guilty and beating yourself up about it. Since there is nothing you can do know. You just remember and becareful next time. Not that big adeal! You people think no one has been through your problems that you are all alone and suicide is the only way. Fine do it then. Its a cheep way out and your being pussies. Get over it and Deal with it! No one said life was easy or fair and if someone did they lied. Go kick there ass!

I confess things online anonymously because I'm terrified of how people would react in real life. I've never told anyone my mother didn't just abuse me, she molested me. I had a boyfriend that raped me after I told him I cheated him. Sometimes I lie and say I've eaten when I haven't. Sometimes I throw up after I actually have eaten. I berate myself daily but pretend to have a big ego so no one will know. I often consider suicide because there is nothing promising in my life. And it kills me to hold all this in, but no one would listen if I told them.

Last summer I broke up with my girlfriend of 2 1/2 years. 4 days later I met someone new and began seriously dating her. She treated me better than anyone ever has, but I felt so guilty about finding her so soon after my breakup. I was constantly sabotaging our relationship and acting like a jerk, but she always forgave me. Even the strongest woman can only handle so much crap and eventually we went our seperate ways. We still talk occasionally and she says she still has feelings 4 me, but because of everything I put her through she wont take me back. I think about her all the time and I hate myself for not treating her like she was the most special person on earth. I wish I had another chance to be the man she deserves. I dont think I will ever find anyone that fits me as perfectly as you did Nicole.

alright so you see theres this girl i really like and she is my freind but is going out with another guy and i do hang out with her alot sometimes and such, and one time i came over to her house and things went too far and well, we did it. And now about 4 days later she dumps her boyfriend (her boyfriend is my best friend) out of the blue and starts going out with me and now i really feel bad for what i did and want to tell him but i know him and i know we may get into a fight or so and who wouldnt? i mean i slept with his girlfriend.