i have to confess that i would love my ex mother in law to put me over her knee and give me a good spanking

If I burn myself-who does it hurt ?No one. Yet,people feel the need to get on my case about it. I'm bipolar and have post-traumatic stress disorder. Would it be more preferable to use drugs or drink myself into oblivion? Nothing works-so if I have a few moments were I feel nothing-as opposed to feeling like a Carney ride on crack..why not let me have my peace? sigh..I guess I'm not the most rational person but I do know that there are worse things i could be doing. I guess i'm just trying to find a way to make everyone happy.

I have a wonderful boyfriend..but I find myself thinking about my ex while we're intimate...should I ignore this or should i test my options!! Sigh!! My ex was horribly abusive but he was my first love.. we even lost a baby- we've only been broken up for about 4 months after a 2 year relationship. My b-friend is incredible-I love him to feath but I feel so torn.. I can't help but wonder what might have been..but i guess that's naive...

Awww Im so upset and i just felt like telling people. My boyfriend and I are completely apart, I have totally chased him away. I loved him so much and he stopped loving me. He stopped calling me, he blocked me online and im so upset. Everynight I cry. he treated me like crap but I love him so much still, and i cant get over it...Does anyone have any advice or anything. I cant stop thinking about him. He just all of a sudden treated me like crap, i didnt do anything wrong in the relationship. its all over now, im devastated

Well, I feel better now. I tried to quit my job, but my resignation was thrown in the bin and I was offered councelling instead. I tried to alienate all of those who are special to me, but it only worked on one, and only half-worked at that. I guess those who have stuck by me until now have gotten used to the way I get sometimes, and one actually saw it coming and wouldn't see me for a week until it was all over. So I move up to my new job tomorrow. Thanks e-admitters, you helped.

Here's the truth, Boys and girls: Grades don't matter. They are a tool for adults to measure how you 'rank' against your peers, but the reality is that they are not a measurement of your intelligence, potential, or future. Some of the most brilliant people in history have done poorly in school and hated the experience. And some of the greatest idiots of our time performed well in Ivy League institutions. Why do I tell you this? Odds are, you know if you're smart. Some are, some aren't. And those that are... know it. Not necessarily cocky or arrogant, but they are confident. If you are those things, but you score B's and C's, stop stressing! Grades are a measurement of how well you focus on a task. Some day, you will all work for companies that will ask things of you. You need to be able to deliver. You will be able to research online, use calculators, and ask for help. But in the end, as long as you can deliver, you will be paid very very well. So... in summary... chill out!!

I know this one person in school who thinks that she has to be "the number one leader...the head of the pack" and she has to keep making friends. But while she is making friends she is losing the ones that she had because she talks about them behind their backs. When we confront her about this she denys it then tells someone else that they had talked to her. She doesn't seem to have a nice word to say and the new friends that she has don't want to be her friend but don't know how to say, "I am sorry but i don't want to be ur friend because of your attitude and the way u treat others." Is there anyone that knows of a way or an idea that will help this person to stop losing friends and keep the ones that she has and to lose the attitude of having to be the alfa female?

I am lost. I moved to FL with my girlfreind and son 7 months ago. She was never happy here. (but by the same token she has never been happy - depressive pesonaltity). about six weeks agou she moved out while I was at work. I came home and her stuff was gone. She took our son moved out. I understand that out relationship has run its course. But i miss my son. I hurts to look at pictures of him, I miss him so much. He only 10 months old, so I know he need his mother. And she is a good mother. She is now in the process of moving back to Kansas. A place I hate. I love Florida, all my family is here. but not seeing my son every day is awful. He changes and I miss it. I feel lost.