After two years of dating my girlfriend Amy, I want to break up with her. I don't know how so I have cheated on her several times hoping she'll eventually end it. And eventhough she has found out about two of the times, she still hasn't wanted to finish it. I just feel bad about leaving because she doesn't have anyone to look after her - her mom and dad are useless. At any rate, the whole situation has become a complete mess. She feels horrible about the way i've treated her, completely wounded and betrayed, while I feel horrible for being gutless and having hurt her more than I probably would have ever had to if I had the nerve to just finish it. And in the middle of all of this i've started to have feelings for one of the girls I slept with - a friend of her's as well. My life is a mess and it almost seems like my head doesn't work because I constantly make bad decisions. Now i'm feeling pressure from this new girl to just break it off with Amy. But I still can't do it.

I hate myself for not being more cool at school. I hate the cool kids for reminding me of it. I want a girlfriend but don't even know how to talk to girls and all of the girls I want wouldn't be interested in me anyway. I graduate at the end of the year and start college next fall. I've spent all my time studying in high school and feel that i'm gonna have regrets unless I make my mark before passing namelessly into the recesses of the cool kids' minds. Maybe I can reinvent myself next year in LA, but I fear that the same things that make me a nerd now, will prevent me from being cool there.

So I'm at the mall last night doing a bit of shopping. I'm alone and rushing through the stores - just going about my business. I'm walking to JC Penney's and as I pass the arcade a group of about 7 or 8 hispanic Stuntaz were hanging out outside the arcade (there was a MAD DDR contest going on, too but that's another thread). I walk by, quick-like, and as I get passed them I hear amongst the whistles and Spanish chatter: ' Ay, mommie....come back for a minnit...' So I stop and turn around to see if they're talking to me. They were. Then they start chattering to each other and laughing and stuff so I turn back around to go on my way. I hear 'juicy booty' and 'Ooooh - I need to touch that'.

I'm a single mother of 2. My boyfriend is really bad in bed. I'm not sure if he even cares what I like in bed. He just likes to get his rocks off. I try to tell him and he gets mad. I try to show him and its like he doesn't understand. What should I do. I have to play with myself all the time. I even bought a dildo to help out. I love sex, I'm going crazy without it.

This is my 1st admit.I will tell you a little about me. I'm 38 married with 3 kids. 1 is my wife's from a relationship before we were married. We have been married for 6 years. It's been hard but we are trying. We are seeing counselers. Our sex is at about 2-3 times a month since i work away from home. I'm a truck driver for a Very large company. I have many things I can admit to but I wanted to tell alittle about me 1st.

OK.. here the deal.. I think I am sexually attracted to my sister inlaw. She is a couple of years younger then me and didnt really think about it until maybe a year or two ago when she really became a women. The thing is.. I sometimes get the feeling she feels the same way about me. The sly stare and touch here and there if every seat is free she will sit next to me. I just dont know what to think.. I would never act on it but geezzz its driving me crazy !! Example standing outside with some friends and I could see her staring at me although she couldnt see that I was watching her. We talk about things that no one knows about. We share secrets and storys no one knows about.. I just dont know what to do.. I know I will be alone with her for 2 nights very soon... How can I tell if she feels the same ? Ladies..? If I do same something to her how to I approach it ?

I posted here a while back. Decided its time to update. Well I'm not longer with my old lover (the one with the fiance) I haven't spoken to her in months. Soon as we stopped talking I met somone else. Anyways this new girl is AMAZING. She's beautiful, funny, charming and she's totally into me I know weird right. But my life is really turned around its only going to get better from here on out. If things go well she might be the one for me. In fact I know she's the one for me. I've been approached by other women besides her and I've turned them down. No hesitation, no doubt. They aren't for me. I'm soo happy Yay!

I work late at night at a law firm. I sometimes sneak into the unlocked office of a hot female attorney to check her gym bag for soiled panties. I never found any used ones, but she did leave a bunch of clean pair before she took a business trip. They were very hot!