I never really had good experience studying in college. Although, I got good grades but this is the start of a problem. Getting good grades is one thing but keeping it is another. I feel the pressure to do well in school if not I am afraid to disappoint myself and others. The thing I can't stand is I move slow. Everything I do takes a whole lot of time. Studying for one chapter takes me the whole afternoon. I have high hopes at least that I change but I couldn't. It isn't easy. I guess it's either I do an average perfiormance in school or keep continue killing myself by sticking to my thoughts of what I should be as a student.

You may have seen my last admission about nudism, well this continues from there in a way. I want to try posing in front of camera, i think it will be a great experience to have professional photos taken of me with and clothes and without. Doe anyone know of a photographer or company in my area who will do this, preferably for free and wiithout anyone else knowing. I am open and willing to give things a go, thanks.

Up until a few weeks ago I was relatively happy with who I am, but more and more I am starting to feel depressed about life in general--I'm not here to write a book, but suffice it to say that when I was little I went through a lot of tough experiences...but at the same time I missed out on a lot of good experiences. Here and there over the last few weeks I've been spending time trying to figure out what it is that's making me unhappy. I'm not quite sure what it is, but I have some vague ideas. For instance, I'm not really deeply connected with people--the only memories I really seem to have are the ones I don't want. Culture, and life in general are just a blur to me. But also, I feel like I've turned my back to too many problems. When you're little, they tell you to just turn your back and walk away from things that would make you angry or otherwise agitated, but these days I've been walking away from everything, or so it seems. I'd swear I was losing my mind...

ok so i decided to move to calgary to be with the guy i love...now my problem is ...my ex ..i broke up with him not for this other guy but around the time he was down to visit i am still friends with him and i am dreading telling him that i moving with this other guy cause i know it will kill him and i've already hurt him enough. now i could tell him i was moving out with my brother and spare his feelings or tell him the truth.. either way he is going to assume that i am going out to be with this guy but i figure if he doesn't know for sure it can spare him some hurt at least.

I slept with my friends wife and he liked it, but my g/f doesnt know and we all hang out just about every weekend. It was like a gang bang kinda thing with my friends wife. Should I tell my g/f what happend???

i dont beleive it he's going to get in again isnt he why are the dumb americans voting for such an imbasile. i dont get it - i can't hack having bush thinking he can rule the planet for 4 more years im just gonna have to kill him

This weekend i fell asleep for a really long time. My mom freaked out 'cuz she couldnt wake me up so we went to th ER. The doctors saw where I cut myself on my wrist and sent some1 in to talk to me. I'm worried about them finding out i took all this medications, i keep shaking and i can barely walk striat and i'm sooooooo tired, i keep zoning out. evry time i talk about it ith my friend, she just laughs her fucking head off. Somebody help me, I'm really scared.

There is this girl in my school. She has a great personality and I've hooked up with her on several occasions. She really likes me and wants a relationship. I'd be all about it except she is one of those "fat" girls, though I do not see her in that light...I am hesitant to go through with my actions due to my circle of friends and their nact asshole type behavior with such things. I know that I shouldn't try to be someone just because of my friends, but it is something I still struggle about.