Argentplata;
female;
18;
United States of America;
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I was really in love with him. but it turns out he's gay, and got married recently. My heart really breaks, but I'm happy for him really, but this kind of stuff keeps happening to me. It's the 3rd time... you'd think 3 times the charm... apparently not. When will I find another guy like he was. It kind of makes me want to die.
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My former classmates and I do not get along. I have even posted messages on social media asking them not to approach me in public. I was harassed to death by them in school, and do not wish to be around them. The person that started the bullying and caused it apologized to me over the phone, and it made a big difference. I can forgive my former classmates, but I don't want to be around them. Not one of them, (other than a few people), have ever had any remorse for what they did. I will never want anything to do with any of them.
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I love my wife. But, unfortunately, I know it is not returned and it is my fault. I didn't want to lose the best woman in my life so we got married in 2013. But, throughout the excitement and celebrations, we got carried away and she ended up pregnant the day after our wedding. She hasn't been happy. We moved back to her native Canada (I'm from America) for her to have our child. She has stated she resents me, regrets me, and hates me because I made her a mother. I've tried to resolve the issue but immigration isn't helping.
I haven't worked since moving here. Immigration is slow and I don't have my work permit...2 years later. I've hit major depression so I left my wife because she does deserve better. Sadly I couldn't take our child. I feel if a man cannot support a woman (or himself) he should not be there. She should not support me (and she no longer wants to).
I understand and respect her wishes. I can't apologize enough for ruining her life, her dreams, and her happiness prior me
Elainebird;
female;
18;
United States of America;
EverettWashington;
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My boyfriend of 5 months told me he never had feelings for me, but was practicing and getting up the courage to date my best friend.
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I agreed to marry this guy online, so he could get citzinship. At first I was playing, but then it got a little serious. To be honest, the dude grossed me out. He wasn't cute or fine, I don't know why I did it. I guess, I was lonely. That must be it, I had to fill a void. It was fun at first, playing husband and wife. But, then it started to get stressful. I could of bowed out earlier, but I couldn't- i don't know why. the dude refused to even learn english for me- which is so reminascnet of my past relationship, me going out of my way for guys. anyway, yah so long story short, I realized I was being stupid. I wasn't attracted to the guy, in fact, I felt harassed and scared. I started developing these stories in my head- like he is a terroist he is going to hurt me if I don't marry him etc. Now, I Am afraid to go back to his country, in the fear of something bad might happen to me- cause I randomly ended the marriage. Doubt it though, thats irrational cause many ppl end marriages with
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My boss threatened my coworkers and i with making us come in to work on Saturday and I jokingly said -As long as i have Sunday free so i can kill myself.- But there was a small amount of truth to it. Sometimes it don't feel worth it
tacobravo;
male;
33;
United States of America;
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For the last couple of years I've been hopelessly in love with my girlfriends 22 year old daughter. She is closer to my age than my girlfriend is. Its not really a sexual atraction tho I admit I have thought about it. Pretty much this whole time I be just been so sad and lonely and I hate myself because this girl means the world to me but I know she would never feel this way. I love her mom she has been my best friend for years but I just don't feel in love with her. I hate myself for betraying her and for betraying the friendship I have wiith her daughter. I want so bad to kiss her to hold her to even just hold her hand and I can never tell her. I would die to make her smile because it would be the last thing I would see. Wish I could end myself then it wouldn't hurt any more.
LLW;
female;
18;
United States of America;
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I'm 17, and fell in love with a late 20 something year old. He's not american, and he already has a girlfriend apparently. He went back to where he's from, and said he doesn't know if he wants to even come back to America. I never told him, but I wish i did say something because it really hurts because he was the first guy I fell for. I hope I meet him again in the future.
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