My wife of 12 yrs had an affair w/one of my family members. I asked her and she admitted it. She beg'd for forgiveness. She said she was relieved it was over and every time she saw him she thought to herself what am i doing. She tells me sex with me is and always has been great, she just fell to temptation and said it was awful but couldn't stop playing the game. I don't know if i believe her, actions speak louder than words, but i love her and our kids so we're trying. It's changed me kinda into a bitter/jealous person. I hate that SOB and i dream about killing him. I am consumed with it, he needs to hurt BAD. My whole family knows, its so embarrassing. She is very attractive and draws attention everywhere she goes. I hate hearing people talk about how pretty she is, i used to be proud, now i dont want her to leave my site but sometimes i wish she would just go away, but i'm glad shes here. I love her and our kids so much. We both wish this never happened.

im really confused. ive been with my boyfriend for four years now. i love him and all men im very much straight, yet i often fantasize about woman. i have woman magazines that i masturbate with. i often think about how it would feel to have sex with a woman or have a woman go down on me. i want to have sex with a woman just for the experence.are there any other woman out there with the same feelings

I am a vary happy man with life, work, family. Still, there's something which I cannot resist: I just love seducing married women ... and taking it all the way. Moreover, the bigger the risk, the bigger the excitement. I know one day I'll get caught and there will be big trouble ... but, I cannot help it!

OK...here goes. I absolutely hate my childhood. Hate it, hate it, hate it! My mom was (is?) something close to schizophrenic/delusional, stuck in her past. my little sister is a weak-minded copy cat who can't think for herself and is always in my mom's shadow. Dad's ok but his new wife is like a dictator and even though he won't admit it she scares him half to death. One night when i was 11 I was @ her house and she got really drunk, threatened to throw us out and said i stole a bunch of her stuff. I really can't wait to get a car so I can leave this dump!!! this is the 1st time i ever told anyone this...

I aways was a bit of an exhibitionist. When I was 28 over in England I answered an ad for nude models in a nudist magazine and modelled for a older gay guy who enjoyed taking photos. Not gay but it was erotic to show off my body to another person. I kept the photos and did more back in Canada. I have 100's of nude photos of myself. I used to masturbate while looking at them and reliving the experience of being nude and sexual in front of others.

I have been chatting online with a woman from my home town. She is intelligent, witty and not bad in the looks department either. With every night that passes, she comes out of her shell little bit more. Of late she has been mentioning meeting in a "strange kind of way". You see, she wants me to meet her in the toilets of a local restaurant, we would both go to this restaurant with our partners and plan to meet in the "dog pen" outside... I dont know what I should do (does Dr Phil read this?) HOLD ON IT GETS BETTER - the other night when talking, she admitted to being sexually fascinated with coffee flavoured ten pin bowling balls. She gets off when I tell her I have been bowling, and I mean GETS OFF - GOES BESERK... You know shes a lovely person with a great heart but she scares me - I wont mention her fascination with Orange balls or testicles.

my gf is jealous because of all the girls that i have liked in the past. dating her was an accident really, i didnt expect it to last at all. ive been with her a while now and its amazing. but everynow and then she gets angry because she thinks i dont love only her. i dont know, it hurts in a way because its like i cant be trusted simply because i have liked girls in the past, which is something i couldnt control in the first place. ive done nothing to lose her trust, yet she has jealousy. i wish she didnt, and i wish there was something i could say/do for her to realize that i would be nothing but faithful to her. it hurts, and i dont know what to do.

I have a boyfriend. My first. I asked him out December 27th 2003, but I talked to him since beginning of December. I'm 14, and I feel like I want to marry this guy. Honestly nad with all my heart. A few problems: I only know him online, and I'm in the USA and hes in England.. Theres a whole Ocean between us.. WHy can't he be here? I WANT TO MARRY HIM!