When I was about eight I called the fire department down the street and hung up. I have always felt bad about that. I think about cheating on my boyfriend a lot, though I would never. I also hate my rooommate with a dire loathing passion.

I need help from someone and i dont know why im looking for it here but oh well this is my problem im not bad looking but everytime a girl talks to me or other way around i do something stupid on purpose or say something crazy just because i think its funny then they think im a freak so i tried being nice and not acting all crazy it seemed like it was working but then the girl said im to nice ... what the hell TO NICE thats stupid i went to my friends house and hes mean to these girls that came over but it seems like him being mean made them more interested or something like that i dont get it like should i act like i hate them to make them not hate me ?

I have been married for 8 years now, and my husband just doesn''t make me feel the same way he used to.... so I have been cheating on him with a police officer. He knows that I am married and we both know that it is wrong, but I get excitement from "breaking the law" like this. But there''s more... the police officer is also a crossdresser whenever he''s around the house and not on the job... I don''t know if I should tell my husband or not.

I had been dating my girlfriend for about a year and a half. I was tired of the same old thing, but could never tell her that to her face. So I would be the biggest asshole I could, to try and get her to just leave me. She never would though, and she always ended up making me even more miserable. One night we rolled on ecstacy and talked about it. Little did I know she felt the same way. We decided it would be okay if we slept with other people, but we would still be dating. Then she told me how she had already taken the liberty to fu.k someone else, before we had even talked about it. I had had plenty of chances while we were going out, but she was so dedicated to me, I could never bring myself to cheat on her for fear of breaking her heart. And I''m not even the one who''s in love. What the fuck? Since we talked, I have moved 1100 miles away, but she calls me every day. Only now its worse because I get to hear about all the guys she''s hanging around all the time. And I still can''t break it off with her because I don''t want to hurt her. Good god people are cruel.

I am a crossdresser. I cannot imagine myself not wearing some form of women''s clothing. My new girlfriend will not date me if I continue to do this. So, in order to keep seeing her, I told her that I quit, even though that I haven''t. I have another girl that really appreciates my openness, and is very willing to date me even if I continue to dress up. I am currently dating both, one as a guy, another as a girl.

When I was 12 or 13, I was walking through the woods by my home and came across a couple having sex. Well being of that age I decided to hang around and watch for a while. I thought I was well hidden, and they didn''t seem to notice that I was there. I then decided to pleasure myself. Well when I was done, I steped back and broke a branch under my feet. They just looked over in my direction and they guy said " I hope you liked the show!" and then they went right back at it!!! Quite the sexual experence for a pre-teen.....

Back in college I had been dating this girl for about a year but for some reason things fell apart. It might have had to do with the fact I was still sleeping with my ex girlfriend on a pretty regular basis. And when I wasn''t cheating on my girlfriend with her, I was sleeping with this other girl that had a boyfriend, but she liked sleeping with me more than him. Oh yeah and then there was another girl that I was sleeping with too. I was doing that for about a month and then my girlfriend kind of got suspicious when she saw my truck parked outside my ex''s apartment one morning. She didn''t break up with me right away but things went downhill after that. College was awesome!

i dont like myself most of the time.