I went out with a girl once and then we kinda just stopped talking except when we run into each other at functions. She said some things behind my back and I did the same. I think she is so hot and I can't get my mind off her, but I don't think there is a second chance. What should I do. Btw she is kinda shy.

Okay, well, I just thought I'd share with y'all some info that hopefully y'all will listen to and believe. I have a husband, but once I had an "online affair". I know most of you think, "But it wasn't anything physical, so it doesn't matter." Well, let me tell you, it does matter. Emotions are sometimes stronger than the physical part of a relationship. Emotions pull you away from your spouse/bf/gf. It was a *terrible* time we went through when all that happened. And it was NOT worth it. So, my advice to everyone is: don't think just because it's "only the internet" that it's okay.. it still hurts your relationship. And it'll be with us for the rest of our lives, all because of one little moment of stupidity. Don't let it happen to you.

A phone call! What a BRILLIANT invention. It can let me hear THE voice. THE tone. It can let another hear my voice and my tone. It's a brilliant invention. It saves so much confusion. It made me so much better. And boy am I NOT saying anything too smart today... My brain is possibly still fried.

While out of town on business, I paid money to be with a prostitute. Although I feel guilty about it, I did enjoy it. She was quite good at what she did. I keep thinking about it and want to do it again.

Going to bed early seems to mean on most cases that I'd wake early, but I do feel like I'd had a restless night... like all the night my mind was working and I woke up as if from a thought... a repeated thought and not from a dream... probably cause it's a new week and there's work... I don't know... I feel worried, apprehensive and I don't know why. It's like, I just feel it. Period. I almost feel like a person who was allowed to breathe for a day or two above the water... and now my head has been shoved back into it. A day or so ago I could take the world. I was an emotionless creature and nothing could penetrate me... and now I'm back to the other being... it's not fair really... Now I just need some big breath to manage and hope I don't get bombarded too hard.

I hate myself when I obsess! Absolutely can't stand myself. Take these thoughts away from me now... I can't take myself anymore!!! So unhealthy... yet I can't not think and check and wonder... bloody crazy I am today... absolutely unhealthy...

hi, im a boy who really need bodycontact(if you know what i mean?). but i dont "open up" to people anymore,and by people i mean girls, girls i have feelings for... and i wonder what i should do... "to open, or not to open... and i think im kinda manicdepressive...

i have psychological delusional problems. ever since i was a kid i've felt special, and that the world was mine for the taking... as though none of this was real at all. i think it had a lot to do with the tough roman catholic upbringing i was raised in... with all the stresses on Jesus being son of god etc etc. even today, at 23 i'm fighting myself, because part of me feels betrayed... by myself, ironically... and the other part blames other people, and is also full of selfish pride. pride is something i am deeply ashamed of, and even though i try to spot it leaking out, i can't watch myself all the time. it's why i can't let go and just HAVE FUN... i used to want to kill myself, but the better side of me is slowly gaining some ground in this war over myself, and i see that as the most selfish act anyone could ever do. i am clinically depressed (whatever the hell that means, anyway) and have been on lithium, prozac (at the age of 12), zoloft, and one other i cant remember. i'm so messed up from all the chems i cant feel anymore... and i kind of dont want to. at this point, emotion is my betrayor, and it lets people that would take advantage of my natural naivety, walk all over me. life sucks... but here i am. i dont know why i keep on living... i guess i tell myself that i could be worse off... i could be starving and without food/shelter, let alone internet access. but those people we see on tv that are starved and war-torn... in a way i wish i were like them. i want to enjoy life again... no more materialistic treasures to occupy my mind, and temporarily save me from reality... i want to make a difference in the world. make it a better place.. but the stench of this commercialized society seems to multiply the forces of gravity for me... and worst of all, i wish i were not alone. :(