Alright so I have a boyfriend, well more like an on again off again boyfriend becuz both of us are always so busy. Then I have this best friend who I've always sorta liked, at first though it was just a friendship, but over the past few years, he's been there for me more than anyone ever has. My on/off bf & I have only been dating for 7 months but idk. My best friend has a huge thing for me he admitted, & I have a huge thing for him too, but my on/off boyfriend can't know.Recently while my on/off boyfriend & I were off atm, my best friend & I got pretty drunk one night & things happened & feelings came out & we wound up hooking up & admitting that we both love eachother/want eachother. Even the next day when sober we still admitted to still thinking that. However, my best friend is afraid to be in a relationship becuz he was so hurt by the last one he was in.. My on/off bf & I are sorta together but distant, and my bestfriend wants me & I want him. Idk what to do I love them both..

I frequently think about kidnapping my classmates and tying them up and torturing them, I get high off the thought. I know this is messed up and i know it isn't normal. I just want to get it off my chest.

I get really pissed off when people say that this country is founded on -Christian- principles, and that Christianity, is the only -true- religion, and the science cannot be anything without god.

My mistress lives 1000 miles away. We both travel a lot and manage to hook up once a month and fuck like animals. My wife does know. Our 25th anniversary is this year. We fell out of love years ago. I'm staying only to finish raising my kids.

I've been sexting with my ex with the intentions of using it to hurt him like he hurt me, but all it's doing is making me fall back in love with him and I'm so scared I'll get hurt. Again.

It's my birthday and I feel incredibly alone. I always do nowadays but I guess it's even more painfully obvious how alone I am on my birthday. Feeling really down about myself and life.

I killed a child in Iraq, I watched an older man hand him something, then he ran at my truck. I thought it was a grenade. I found out his dad painted murals on rocks and gave them away to say thank you.

I got drunk with my very own cousin. We both slept while watching porn . But in the morning,my mindset changed, and I started getting wrong thoughts about my cousin sister(elder). Then I saw her private parts and thought of making love with her,but somehow I didn't. Now whenever i watches porn , she is the one who strikes my mind first. I never told her about this but now even i dont have the courage to look directly into her eyes