I'm a 20 year old LDS (Mormon) wife and mother and I think I may be addicted to pornography. To some of you, it may not seem like a big deal but, I am the only one who knows this, and it's taking a lot of courage to put this out there. I am a firm believer of my faith so I feel SO guilty for this. My husband doesn't even know and I think he might leave me if he did. I hate myself for it. It makes me feel like a terrible mother when I look at my baby. I'm writing this right now through tears. I don't know what to do. I just can't believe I'm admitting this finally.

Hey, I'm new to this confession thing. So here goes... Well I'm only 14 but quite mature for my age and I am friends with people my age but I usually get along better with adults but they just see me as a kid. I do do extremely insane and immature stuff honsetly, sometimes worse than 4 year olds :P but here comes the sad part. Last year I fell into deep deppression. I started self harming:( I finally confessed and they gave a positive response and would help me along the way. That seems to have stopped. I'm becoming so distant from people, I'm lucky if I get a hello text. At school I'm usually just being asked for help or used as a 'toy'(someone who is someone else's play thing)for peoples amusment. My grades are dropping and I'm starting to get into this 'love' crazy stage even though I don't believe in love (I think it's highly illogical). And I recently had my heart 'broken' drastically. I'm starting to resort to self harm... Please help:(

One time, I mused to the Universe wondering, if I had all the money and time in the world to browse from one lot to another, which car would be perfect for me. For the next 7 days, I saw Porsche 911 Carreras in every color, everywhere I went. It was SO neat! You say big deal but I don't really live in a location where people regularly drive cars at this level of luxury. I saw them on the highway, I even saw one parked in the parking lot next to the Dollar General! So you see... I love it when the Universe answers me. And the Universe ALWAYS answers me! I love it! I love my connection with Source! :)

i killed 2 of my dogs today. actually killed is to soft unfortunately for what i did, i murdered my two dogs today. they severaly injured my third and favorite dog and i cant afford to take them to my new apartment. i firstly gave them codein hoping it would knock them out, it did not, if anything they where agitated and more awake than normal. then i bound there legs with duct tape and taped there mouth shut before putting a plastic bag over there head and suffocating them. the first one was bad, i messed up. she got free after i put the bag on and i had to do it again. she struggled alot more the second time. it took waaay longer than i thought it would. i did not want to mess up again so the second one i put the bag on then sat on it and strangled it to make sure he could not get free. i think i crushed his trachea but he was still moving so i bashed his head and trachea with a hammer, then i untied them and dropped them on a random street to look like an accident. i feel nothing

At one point in my life, back when I was a young child, I was checked into a hospital for mental health reasons, and now, almost 15 years later, I have found out under the laws of the state I'm in, I am prohibited from doing/owning a ton of different things. No guns or self-defense weapons, can't be employed for anything requiring a security clearance, and generally viewed by the state as being a blight on society. I'd like to confess that all of the rights the state has deprived me of, and the prospect of so many missed opportunities has actually made me MORE depressed than I ever was as a kid when I was checked into that hospital. I'm not the type to actually kill myself anymore (suicide attempt was what I was in the hospital for), but I have to say that I've never actually felt more hopeless than when I contemplate how much of my life is ruined because of current state laws and regulations. I admit the scariest part is knowing that the state views me as a waste of life anymore...

I've wanted to die almost everyday since I was 12. It's been twelve years and nothing has changed. I don't own anything, although I work hard to make my family believe i'm going to be okay. They never understood my chronic depression or moments of crisis after my adoptive mother passed. I'm on my own now. Every moment I have alone I cry because I feel that no one loves me. If they did, they'd all just let me go because the sadness will never end.

Ounce when i was 10 i set up a camera in my bathroom and spied on one of my mom friends, now everyday i feel guilt and want to hit myself. because sometimes i feel she knew it was there.

My second cousin and I met for the very first time about a year and a half ago, he recently confessed he felt attracted instantly. We talked and I tried to blow it off as sort of normal to a point... not knowing that the more we talked the more we'd clicked. I sensed the conversation getting a bit out of hand and tried to get it back in place, but he started telling me how much he enjoyed us talking and how connected he felt to me, how he didn't want to stop and how much he wished he could hold me at the moment. I started getting extremely hooked as well and next thing we know we're making plans to meet and see where things would go. We had sex. We wish we weren't related because it was... wonderful. We decided this wasn't going to happen again, that we'd fight it... but something tells me we're going to crack and fall. The secrecy of it all just adds to the excitement, and the fact that we're seemingly mad about each other. .. OMG! I'm 20 he's 19 :S grandparents =half siblings